My Accidental Love is You, Chapter 59: Feigning strength

My Accidental Love is You 《รักนี้บังเอิญคือคุณ 》Rak Ni Bang-oen Khuo Khun
My Accidental Love is You, Chapter 59: Feigning strength

Sometimes, the results of the game can be seen from the audience, if you see Tin and Pete sitting over here, just know what's going on in the arena right now...


The score is now 1-0.

Not we're 1, we're 0.

Captain Techno watched the game with concern, the confidence that had been built up by his last win now gone, with the high enthusiasm of the opposing team seemed so out of place, there were all sorts of cheers and shouts from across the football field.

With three minutes left to score, there was an incident on the pitch.

Snap! ~

Boom! ~Boo!

Ah! ~Ah!

Type, who was dribbling the ball, suddenly collided with another team and he fell high and bent his knee to the grass, he clutched his legs tightly with both hands, his face turned pale and the people on the field looked at him worriedly and there was a sigh of relief as the people on the field immediately ran over to see what was going on.

Finally, a change had to be requested...

"Is he going to make it?" Tin said worriedly as he watched the man on the field, staring at him with his hands clasped to his chest, his eyes filled with worry, Can seemed quite shocked to see this and turned to look at the seniors several times. Pete whispered when he heard what Tin said:

"If you're worried about Can, why don't you just tell him?!” Pete rarely meddled in other people's business like that, but he clearly saw how worried he was about the person next to him.

"He wouldn't understand if I told him."

"It's not that he doesn't understand, but you're not making it clear, are you?" !!"

Tin turned to Pete with a murderous look in his eyes at that and Pete had to apologize.

"I don't mean to gossip about you, I just think Can is really happy that you're here, I... I don't know why Can just saw you as a friend. Everyone thought Can was different before and he became more reticent, wasn't it because you wouldn't go to him?"

"Why should I go to him?!” Tin was still the same gauche Tin, Pete was startled, sighed and continued:

"Actually, Can didn't want me to tell you this, I ran into Can in front of the college earlier, as if I was waiting for you, myself." He said he didn't know why he was here, but when he regained consciousness, he was already downstairs at our college, whether it's habit or what, but Can came to you." Pete said this, not because he wants to encourage him, but because it's something he's seen with his own eyes.

Whatever Can had said to his friend, he'd done enough to tell him that Tin was influencing him and more than a little bit...

Tin listened a little out of his mind, silently watching the last three minutes of the game, his deep eyes dead set on the one who keeps dribbling the ball around, the one who is sweating all over, the one who wants to shoot.

Although there is little hope of changing the outcome, Can continues to play with the faith of the seniors. Charging on.

Snap! ~

"Yay ~~~~~~~~~~~"

The soccer ball was once again fired into the goal, but it wasn't for their university to score and the score was now 1-0 and there's only a minute or so left on the clock now...

Tin thinks, why work so hard when you're already destined to lose? Why not just give up? Just like his dad, mom and brother, he knew he couldn't win the family game, so he... He cut off all ties and became a troubled young master who couldn't stand to even see his parents.

If you've already lost, why try at all?!

Tin asked himself again, his eyes still fixed on the man dribbling the ball, who seemed to be dribbling whatever was left of the ball. The man who'd done his best to keep going for as long as he could, the rest of the team had given up, almost all had stopped running, but Cantaloupe was still constantly holding on.

The young master was asking himself again and now

Yay~~~~~~

"Oh yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!” Again, cheers rang out on the soccer field, but not from this side, but from the other side, where they were 2-0. With the final score of 0 to 2 wins, the losing team collapsed on the soccer field as if they had no energy left, because... they knew they had to score at least one goal to keep the game going and the game wasn't final, but 2-0. The score, however, made it impossible for them to continue the game already...

It's over and the college football race to the top was over so briefly.

Both players shake hands, one with hope in his eyes, the other with disappointment in his eyes. In stark contrast, after shaking hands, they went their separate ways. At this point Pete stood up silently and said:

“I’ll go find Ae" with worry in his voice, he strode off towards the football team, leaving Tin alone sitting where he was, he watched the fair-skinned, small-eyed boy on the field walking dejectedly, but before long, he was smiling

That smile made Tin think Can was crying.

"Hey, don't be sad, everyone. We didn’t get it this year. There's always next year."

The players on the soccer team are dejectedly packing up their things, Can keeps comforting everyone and everyone is silent, no one said a word, just sat there silently packing his sneakers and still Can didn't give up, trying to create a light-hearted atmosphere...

"Don't look so gloomy, everyone. The girls at this school are so cute, you guys look so gloomy, how can they still be interested in us? I just saw someone spying on New. She must be obsessed with his short-legged football player looks." Can created a good illusion, before every time everyone would pick on him, but this time everyone remained silent, there were only a handful of seniors who looked up at him.

"Shut up, Can, what's the use of talking about it, we're the ones who lost."




"If you lose, you lose. There's more than one chance. There's still a chance next year."

"Do you want me to remind you? I'm a senior today! I don't get to play anymore next, cause I will have graduated!”

FFS

Can looked a bit dumbfounded when he heard the senior say that and smiled coldly as he put his socks away, never went to see him again, but Can still didn't give up, continuing.

"But we've come this far together. Don't put too much pressure on yourselves. See, everyone's so caught up in the atmosphere." Can continued to try to console them, because he didn't like to see them lifeless, even if one of them could. It would have been nice to turn around and talk to him, but everyone was looking down at their luggage, but, as usual, he was funny, rather making the scene less mournful...

"Stop it, I'm not even listening to you anymore."

"Oh, you know I talk too much. I'm just a chatterbox. A worthy chatterbox who has to talk a lot, so you don't waste your breath."

Snap! ~

"Well, how about trying to be quiet!!!!” said one senior, still reeling from his defeat, very furtively and forcefully lifting him by the collar, Can still smiling at him, said to him in a comforting tone.

"Come on, if it makes you feel better to hit me, do it!”

Snap! ~

"You guys stop it, can fighting change the result?" As soon as it was too late, Techno saw the situation and immediately persuaded the other one to let go of his grip. Can collar's hand, then

Snap! A vigorous smack came to Can’s head

"You've got a big mouth, monkey. You're going to have to face the wall for five minutes!"“

"Oops, no Phi."

"Can!" shouted the seniors again in an aggravated tone and Can walked over and sat down on the floor, as if he knew he was wrong, putting his hands on his knees, Techno smiled at the man who was almost beaten up, thankful that he was still there at such a time trying so hard to make everyone feel better...

"I was wrong, please punish me, sir!”

"He's still talking. You too, come on! He just wants us to smile a little, so let's smile a little, Can doesn't have any bad intentions" Techno, the senior said to the members of the team, who were all sullen, watching him look down at the grass in resignation, he couldn't help but sigh...

"And don't keep going along with him, I'm not saying anything to him, just look at the time when he says it, please, we just lost the game! Do I have to hip-hop with him? Can't you just let us be sad for a while?" Phi Techno understands how he feels right now, because he's no less sad than he is.

They're seniors, have been on the soccer team for four years, have been through a lot and have never made it to the finals, is it normal, because they've given so much to this team, they're too upset to say anything, so they just let it go? Can was squealing all over the place, hoping it would make everyone feel better.

"Well, Can did it for the good of all of us. Now that we're on the subject, I'd like to say something to him too." Techno smiled at the team members who looked up to hear him speak...

"Just because we lost this time, doesn't mean we'll lose again and now that we're seniors, it's almost time for us to go our separate ways, just because we can come back and play soccer doesn't mean we can play with you guys again, next year you still have a chance, we'll be champions one day."

Techno said encouragingly and everyone looked at each other.

"You do not need to sound so passionate," Type was the first to speak up.




"The captain's always saying nice things," Champ says and everyone starts to let go of the sadness.

"Say something else that's comforting, you're not improving anything."

"Do you want me to sing the national anthem for you guys?" Techno said with no good sarcasm.

"That's a good feeling. Sing it like you're fighting."

"You bunch of ungrateful, I'm your captain, I'm not here to sing to you to comfort you grownup men!” complained Techno softly, the venomous seniors started making fun of him and everyone's face grew with smiles. Techno started to smile and was very happy to see that.

"What does my lord have to do with you?!” Yes, New started to joke about him too and Phi Techno sighed deeply and said:

"All right, I'm not going to play any more of your grandparents' jokes, so get up, pack your stuff and go back to school. Don't blame me for being ruthless if you're slow."

Before urging everyone back to school, the captain continues to perform his duties, for his duty is not over and there are still lots of other games, but the biggest one is over.

"I didn't say don't be sad, you can be sad, you can be sad, but being sad means you still care about that game, now that it's over, let's just look forward and remember, we're going to win, We will win for sure!!!!” After a long time, the captain suddenly said to everyone, straight from the heart and one of his friends applauded him.

"This time it's a pass!” Type said jokingly, nodding then turning to look at a listless Can.

"Our little warrior has been so distracted, huh?" Everyone turns to look at the guy who just tried to make everyone smile, sitting there feeling like he's going to shit himself, aggravated, but instead of shouting, he looked up like an abandoned puppy, as if to say he could. What are you up?!

"Are you going to sit there until the end of time? Get up, Can!" said Techno loudly to him, Can aggrieved.

"No one listens to anything I say and you're just saying a few words and everyone's laughing. It's not fair! It's not fair!"

"Don't look for fairness on us seniors, the older ones, whatever they say is right!” said Techno scornfully, everyone agreed, of course Can was not convinced and continued to say

"You old-timers are so backward in your rules, you have to convince people of your abilities so that the football team can progress, so I think when you graduate, make me captain!”

"You bastard! I made Ae the captain for the first match and you're so arrogant! He scored this time too." said Techno, tapping him on the head, Can squawked and fell down on the grass, didn't care if it was dirty or not and looked up at the seniors.

"How sad! Phi Techno, Phi Type" The two seniors just smiled at him.

"There are always winners and losers in a game, but when you lose, you have to remember so that you can win back next time."

"Really, so you guys just kept losing for four years?"

"Can, you b.astard!!!!”

"Hey, hey, hey, Phi, I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry! I'm sorry!” Seeing the seniors trying to kick him in the head, Can hurriedly apologized. Ae pulled Can to his feet and as the others walked away, Ae turned around and said:

"I'll go back by myself later." Everyone looked at Ae and found a man standing there not far away, waiting for him.

"Well, go ahead. There'll be another chance, Ae." said Phi Techno patting him on the shoulder and Ae just smiled at him, didn't say anything and then grabbed his luggage and got ready to walk towards the guy who was waiting for him.

"Is that your boyfriend, huh?" Type spoke up.




"Hey! You know it!”

"Why do you need to know that? He's not trying to hide it, he just won't say it" Type turned to answer Can and pressed his forehead, Can opened his eyes wide as if to ask how he knew, but after a short time, he whispered.

"You guys go ahead, I'm going to wash my face, it's hot, I can't stand it" Can said and walked off in the other direction. Type tapped the person next to him on the shoulder and said:

"Now that my boyfriend's away, I can lend you my shoulder."

"I don't want it! I don't want to have any problems with your boyfriend, I can go home and cry on my pillow! Geez, I wish I was a freshman in college, so I could just cry, tell myself I'm young, tell myself it's only the first match...” Type smiled, gave him a hug on the shoulder and went to meet the rest of the team.

"Senior year, no more crying. Let's go. I'll buy drinks tonight, but first, talk to the coach. Tell him about Ae and Can it looks like they are not going back with us."

"Aha? Can is not going to come back with us too?"

"Well, I've just seen a car waiting for him." Although Techno sounded confused, but now gossiping about the schoolboys apparently doesn't make up for the regret they feel inside

They're sad, but they'll also know that there's still a chance for them ...unlike the seniors

Meanwhile, Can, who said he was going to wash his face, was walking with his head down, the smile on his face fading away, his hands clasped tightly, and even the walking speed is much slower.

"Ugh...” his shoulders tremble, he looks down at the floor and tears gradually begin to fall on the floor.

Sometimes, those who say they're fine are the ones who feel the worst.

"Can..." Can has been holding back, even though he's trying to play all sorts of funny characters in the hope of making the seniors feel better. When he heard that voice, the tears he had been holding back since he knew they lost finally came out, he looked up at him with tears on his face.

"Tin..." sounded so shaky, Tin took his hand and looked at him.

"Come..."

Snap! ~

He didn't hesitate, walked over to him and hugged him tightly, hugging his back tightly, resting his face behind his shoulder, Letting the tears drip freely on his school uniform.

"Tin, I lost... We lost."

“....” Tin didn't say anything, turning and gently stroking the back of the trembling man, not at all disliking him sweating, grass clippings on him and dust on his body, Tin just quietly hugged him while listening to him cry.

"Why? Why did we lose? Didn't we try hard enough? Aren't we good enough?" Can cried, clinging to his uniform, leaning his head on his shoulder several times.

"Where am I not trying hard enough? Why not? If I... if Type hadn't gotten hurt... we'd only be able to play two games. If I hadn't taken over, would we have won? Just because I sucked... Ugh. Ugh. That's why we lost...” Can choked, letting the tears fall, blaming himself.

This was Can's first real game. It was only a few minutes play he got, but it was a great time. They might have tied the game if he had started early, but when he came on they conceded another goal, if Type hadn't been injured. They should be able to hold it at 1-0.

He thinks this and then cries even harder. He keeps emphasizing that he's holding everyone back, not that the team is useless, but he's useless.

Tin shook his head, reaching out again to stroke his back.

"You're great! You're the best!"

"I'm not good, I'm just useless. I'm the one who's dragging my feet and making everyone lose! Do you hear me, I'm the one who made everyone lose!!!!” Tin's reassurances didn't help, but made Can scream even louder and he kept blaming himself, but instead Tin smiled, not at all disgusted by the fact that he'd gotten his clothes wet.

"Are you going to tell me that the guy who keeps going and never gives up isn't awesome?"

"Ugh."

"Are you saying that the guy who kept going until the end, even if it was only for a few seconds, wasn't great? That he's not great?!"

"I don't... woo...”

"Are you going to say that people who try all the time, they're not great?"

"I... I don't know... I don't know...” he choked on his chest and Tin chuckled.

"You're already good, Can, at least in my eyes you're the best!” It must have been the first time Tin had ever comforted someone who was crying and if it had been anyone else, he would have turned his head and walked away, but this man before him, he might not be able to comfort him very well, but he'd like to be there for him, to be with him all the time and help him get over this hurdle.

"I don't want to be tough. I want to win!” Can said, looking up stoically, as if he was telling his parents that he was being bullied by other kids, Tin. Gently scrubbing at the tears hanging on his face.

"Tin, I'm so sad. It's so sad here," Can said, slapping his chest hard and Tin grabbed his hand. Stopped him, fearing he'd shoot himself to death.

"I know, I know how you feel in your heart" replied the teenager in a voice so soft that the more Can listened, the more he wanted to cry, He was going to cry secretly in the bathroom and then go back to the line with a smile on his face and after seeing Tin, it felt like even' crying in front of him shouldn't have mattered', but in the end it didn't make me feel any better.

"I want to cry."

"Aren't you crying?"

"I'm going to cry again."

"Then cry it out."

"I'm going to keep crying until I get this thing out of my head."

Although Tin didn't think anyone could forget a thing by crying, but looking at this crying man in front of him, Instead he reached out and buried his head in front of his shoulder again.

"Well, cry, cry till you forget it, want to come cry at my place." After hearing these words, the once lively old smile began to appear on the Monkey's face as he leaned into the arms of the young master who had once called him a scum and felt his embrace helped him feel a little better about his misery slowly...

He wanted to cry when he saw it was Tin. He knew he was cocky and arrogant, but he still... Be willing to comfort him that way.

"Tin, ooh, Tin, I want to cry, I want to cry."

"Yeah, cry, all of your tears." Hearing him say that, Can seems to have forgotten that his team’s members are still waiting for him, but he was only intoxicated by the warm embrace of this man, whom they used to be friends with. Men.





A friend whom he knew, when he saw him that he could weep in his presence.

That's the kind of friend...



~~ My Accidental Love is You ~~

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