Miracle of a Teddy Bear English Fan Translation, Chapter 07: Never colonized.

 Miracle of a Teddy Bear English Fan Translation

Miracle of a Teddy Bear English Fan Translation, Chapter 07: Never colonized.

Every night after playing with a mobile phone, Phii Nat will use Mrs. Mobile phone to set the timer instead of the alarm clock and place it around the head of the bed that are placed close to each other. By default, Taohu has a very close conversation with Mrs. Mobile phone of Phii Nat, she has a monotone voice not that different from Madam Mathana’s mobile phone but is smarter and more agile since she is a newer phone.

Having not seen each other for a few days, Khun Telephone got a cell phone to send his regards to him and with important news the next afternoon and by Mrs. Duvet, it was collected and broadcast to Taohu.

“Mrs. Mobile Telephone said that after Nong Ken called to tell the story of his meeting with Taohu, he let Nong Nat listen until the end. Nong Nat was in a good mood actually because of Taohu and that made Nong Nat smile. Last night, we were all surprised by each other.”

Taohu nodded with a blissful smile. Phii Nat is normally a very private person and doesn’t show emotion easily despite his cute appearance but is so calm that he almost runs like a mask to talk to his best friend in the best mood like Phii Ken. At most the corners of the mouth just dragged a little higher and instead of a broad smile. So, that Phii Nat was smiling with a full face and smiling almost all the time in the bedroom until he fell asleep, it was a story that everyone and everyone, told each other for a long time.

“I’m glad to make Phii Nat smile.”

Not until the end of the word, Miss Side Pillow inserted a word, “Even though I still don’t know why!”

If Taohu’s happiness is a bubble, Miss Side Pillow’s words are like a sharp needle and that makes a bubble pop. Taohu was irritated but not squatting like Phii Nat and part of him had to admit that he still didn’t understand how he could do it.

Mrs. Duvet comforted him saying that, “Alright. At least it’s a good sign, soon Taohu will definitely be back in our room.”

“How long will that take, how many days, how many months, how many years.”

This time, even the kind Mrs. Duvet was starting to make annoying noises, probably because of that, Miss Side Pillow was quick to continue, “But you wouldn’t have to wait that long using the plan I just came up with.”

Everyone turned to Miss Side Pillow with interest.

The owner of the idea smiled proudly and started saying, “Come to think of it, this house has only three bedrooms, one room used by Nong Nat’s mother, the other room for Nong Nat and only one room left. If we can’t make that room uninhabitable, you might as well move to this room instead because Nong Nat wouldn’t let you go to his mother and disturb his mother in the room and Madam Mathana wouldn’t be mean to let you sleep on the sofa downstairs.”

“Sounds... sounds interesting.” Mr. Chair spoke slowly from the front of the room and still tried not to get caught in the Isaan accent, “But what to do? give the room, this side is here... can’t stay.”

“You can’t light a fire; they will slam and be blown to death by the house.” Miss Table working next to him made a terrible noise.

“You don’t have to do anything.” Miss Side Pillow laughed, “Because what is needed is emptiness.”

“The Emptiness?” Khun Uncle Notebook pondered in perplexity, “Yes.” The thought provoked a firm tone with confidence and excitement, “We must create what is in the emptiness!”

“This is what you mean...?” Khun Uncle Notebook snorted. Miss Side Pillow nods, “Ghosts!”

“Ghost!?” The things moan in the same voice.

But Miss Side Pillow didn’t care and stared at Taohu, “Think about it, the Bear. If the room you slept in had ghosts, you wouldn’t be able to stay and you would have moved back into the room. Now, you’ll have to tell Nong Nat that there’s something in the room and it’s staring at you from the darkness, moving in silence. Really easy, right? We all know that it’s actually because we the objects in there are the ones who are moving ourselves.”

“But in that room...” Taohu tried to recall his memory, “There doesn’t seem to be any moving objects at all.”

“Well, we don’t have to let anyone move, it’s our mouth that has to move.”

“But I agree with the Bear.” Khun Uncle Notebook objected somewhat and when he spoke everyone would stop and listen, this time too.

“This house is not that old. Some of you may not know or don’t remember that we just moved in together and have been living here for 5-6 years. Although Madam Mathana’s husband bought the house, this house was built ten years ago and no one has ever said that it had renters before. Madam Mathana’s husband is also very careful and checked the house that is if he is the one who decides to buy the house, he has to find good information to make sure there is no such thing as ghosts.”

The listeners are different and don’t know what to think but for Taohu... He had been led by the words of Khun Uncle Notebook leading his wrist into the past.

Yes, and Taohu is like Khun Uncle... He’s from an old house that has been moved, rather than the newly purchased Miss Side Pillow, Miss Table work chair, or even Missus Sofa, Grandma-Vacuum Cleaner, and Khun Right Slipper who were touching downstairs.

The house that Taohu used to live in before coming to this house was in an apartment not far from this house and Madam Mathana husband bought it for his family to expand from their ancestral home. the Auntie once told Taohu that for herself it was a decent home there. However, she never thought that she would live there in the apartment till she dies because the word house for her was a single-family home like she had been with her grandmother since childhood. It wasn’t the buildings that were so close that they could even hear the breath from the neighboring houses.

‘In the old days, the house where Madam Mathana lived with Grandma. If not, we hadn’t moved it would have been called great-grandfather house. It’s a detached house at the end of the alley. Behind the house, there is an area of ​​trees leading to a garden. Madam Mathana like to look at the ditches and flowers.’ Here Madam Mathana voice was muffled and somewhat repressed. Taohu did not expect this story and sat quietly waiting to listen while giving Auntie encouragement.

“We had to mortgage it so I could have enough money to study. At that time, my great-grandfather was already old and his savings were not enough. We had to live very economically and the grandmother intended that no matter what, she wanted me to finish my studies. I myself intended that after work I would gradually pay back the debt and get back the house but it was unsuccessful.”

“I remember that the grandmother was sick because of this and that due to old age.”

“Yes, not long after meeting Khun Uncle Saen. My grandmother kept getting worse and older and we need money. Even if she said we don’t have to worry about her illness and just get the house back. My husband, he’s such a good man.” As always, Madam Mathana turned to the side, in the void like there was a shadow of Khun Uncle Saen beside her.

Always.

“Saen lent money to me. Even if I didn’t have enough, I tried to find money from every direction, I’m so tired. I felt really sorry, for my mom. I felt sorry for my husband too. If it wasn’t for my illness, my husband wouldn’t have to.”

The drop of water did not fall from Madam Mathana’s eyes but rather dry, as if the owner of the eye had lost so many tears that there wasn’t enough for this time.

“Yes, my mother knows that my husband has nothing to do with me except to help me. My husband has always regretted having to get involved with Mrs. Uma.”

Putting together the words the Auntie recounted then and on and on, Taohu got the gist that Mrs. Uma is a little younger than the Auntie and she was the only daughter of a salad factory employer where Khun Uncle Saen works. Khun Uncle tried to raise money to help Madam Mathana in various ways, one of which was to borrow from her employer before, thus causing Mrs. Uma to invade Khun Uncle’s personal life.

‘She was a well-informed, confident, self-reliant and self-determination woman, unlike me who was not good at doing anything.’

Actually, Madam Mathana is a good woman. Even though she was looking after her grandmother she took care of herself beyond words. But maybe because at that time the monsoon emotions swarmed in every direction and from the one who used to manage different matters by herself decisively. Madam Mathana was therefore in the middle of confusion, like she couldn’t pay attention to her love affairs especially when the old grandmother became so sick that she could barely regain consciousness. So, at the start of a new love affair, there was a woman who came along.

‘Mrs. Uma made me feel small. The first day that Saen got out of the car led her to greet me, she had a beautiful smile with bright red lipstick. There was a sweet voice, actually joking that Madam Mathana, you are lucky and there are people who are tired to help you but I’m delighted with your luck. Because it made me a lucky person too.’

Madam Mathana swallowed her saliva as it was acidic and her red eyes dried up even more.

Taohu reached out to hold her hand and her pain echoed in his heart as well and the agony of lack of self-confidence, lack of self-respect was so severe.

Madam Mathana glanced over and told her husband, “I’m sorry, for making you suffer for a long time.

Taohu thought that might be the reason for Madam Mathana to give up all her clinging to getting back the old house and allow Grandma to leave peacefully as well as leave her old house.

‘After we cleared everything. Khun Uncle quit that factory and quit dealing with Mrs. Uma.’

What was lost was great but compared to what was redeemed, it would have been worth it. At least Madam Mathana had Khun Uncle Saen who had found a way to fulfill her dream until finally cause owned this detached house. Even if Saen died before getting coming to live in with his wife in the new house here he is only in her imagination.

Khun Uncle Notebook told Taohu after moving to the apartment, Madam Mathana’s husband saw that this housing project was opened nearby and thought it was interesting. So, he used the accumulated cash to buy but until the house was finished, they did not have the time to move in and did not sell or lease the house whose value sprung up because of the part of the city the house was built on. Most city dwellers prefer condominiums near the BTS line, so a detached houses in the old city are always preserved. It’s a good thing that the Madam Mathana family is quite was a bit well off so there is no problem sinking in such an act of selling the empty house to fund their lives.

After her husband died. Madam Mathana became mentally ill three years later and had to leave her teaching job to stay at home. Khun Uncle Notebook just said that the things in the house were very sad and had pity for Madam Mathana. Taohu just listened to the story and felt that probably because of this Phii Nat, who had just graduated from the Faculty of Communication Arts, used his father’s other savings to decorate a single house that his father had bought and moved here instead to get his mother out of the old atmosphere with a hope that the new house may make her finished, illness gets better.

From an old apartment that was simple and solemn according to the personality of the father. A new detached house was decorated in a loft-style to match the personality of the child, the deep square-shaped house with the bare walls showing the mon bricks. Decorated with replica ropes and rubber rings reminiscent of a sailor, the pantry is decorated with rough polished wood, above it is an old lampshade, while the sofas placed at the front serve as both living and living areas. Phii Nat has opted for a large brown leather sofa in an elegant shape, which will help the mother sit and lie down comfortably during the day.

Even Phii Nat’s bedroom itself is loft-style with exposed brick walls painted in beige while the wood floors are in warm coffee and there is a steel shelf in the center that separates the bedroom area and the dressing area at the front. The table and chairs are secondhand items from a restaurant in Chaiyaphum that was about to change. Phii Nat came across it while investigating a filming location for one of his own movies so bought it and refurbished it. Mr. Chair adapted to this new address by trying to change his accent to Centralized Thai even if they weren’t used to it, the more Mr. Chair tried and failed, the more he lost his confidence. Fortunately, there is still Miss Table working to console him that he doesn’t need to be like anyone else.

Khun Uncle Notebook once told Taohu that. Phii Nat sought out each piece of furniture considering his taste, functionality and affordability. Because at that time Phii Nat had just graduated, he didn’t have a job and there were many people inviting him to join or give him part time jobs to do. However, Phii Nat refused every offer to devote only to decorating the house, one corner after another and it took six months to complete every corner.

Taohu didn’t know as much as Khun Uncle Notebook because as a white teddy bear, he was moved in before the house was unfinished and had hardly left Phii Nat’s bedroom all that time. He only followed the situation with concern as his friends were worried about when a skilled person like Phii Nat would get the job. Who said Phii Nat was a very talented person? His owner began to seriously engage in cinematography after attending university and much before that had been watching movies and reading scoops differently from books and on the internet and had never been involved with or made a movie before in middle school like everyone else. For this reason, after finishing the housework and announcing on Facebook that the following work will begin and whoever sends all the work and completes it. Phii Nat has served as director of advertising and presentations for a few companies. Before deciding to join a famous film production company as a script writer or screenwriter until now.

“Nong Nat is the writer, it would be hard to believe if all of a sudden it was said that this house has ghosts with no back ground stories.” Khun Uncle Notebook provided further comments to Miss Side Pillow’s suggestion.

Taohu heard and asked, “Background story?”

“Like about the dead or some kind of legend.” Mrs. Duvet added, “Compared to humans, they might be called the thoughts and memories that haunt that person.”

Suddenly Taohu recalled a picture as Madam Mathana described the events of her grandmother’s passing and her old house. The bad memories of that period must have been like the ghosts that haunted Madam Mathana and never ended, because of this, humans and furnishings were never the same.

“Ghosts are nightmares, the furniture’s and objects never really have nightmares and they never dream at all.”

“True.” Taohu typed after reflection, “What is the reason behind that though?”

“Because we only have memory, no experience.” Khun Uncle Notebook gave the answer, “Humans have more experience and emotions than ours and their memory is not just stories but full of feelings. A man’s dream may be a lingering feeling in his heart that he finds a way out by retelling and compiling stories from that memory.”

“I want to dream of Phii Nat sometime.”

Miss Side Pillow either didn’t hear Taohu mutter or didn’t care, she blurted out, “There’s a lot to think about. I really don’t know if you don’t try, right? For humans, ghosts are irrational things!”

“Hey, Taohu.” Mrs. Duvet asked the middle man, “How do we decide?”

“Don’t forget. If you don’t use this method, you won’t even have the right to dream of Nong Nat!”

Those words of Miss Side Pillow help to end the debate. Taohu nodded, “I’m going to try it tonight!”

However, his intentions became barren as soon as he saw Phii Nat come home this afternoon, “Phii Nat, you have returned home early.” His greeting didn’t match his heart, that wasn’t as worrying as Phii Nat’s expression.

Yesterday, the owner Taohu was still smiling. Even though Phii Nat was normally a simple man, today it was evident that there was a gloomy veil over his owner’s eyes. When Madam Mathana brought Prince Keunchaai over to say hi, “Phii Nat is here, Phii Nat is here.” Fat Prince Keunchaai tried to scramble the young master with great difficulty. Phii Nat was not interested in bending down to play or at least tickling his head like always.

“I bought some snacks and fruit, so you can eat them with mom.”

“What about you, Phii Nat?”

“I’m going to sleep.” After seeing his tired eyes. Taohu could no longer hold back his owner.

Several days still passed like that, this time Phii Nat even didn’t leave the house and didn’t leave the bedroom which prevented Taohu from talking to his friends. The only thing that comforted him was news from Phii Nat’s Mrs. Mobile phone secretly ringing Khun Telephone and Madam Mathana’s cellphone, recounting that Taohu’s owner was either obsessed with his laptop screen or laying down on his bed. He was exhausted and upset.

Among the laughter of the Auntie and the Prince Dog along with the sound of various television programs. Taohu sits outside the house under the balcony of Phii Nat’s room, imagining what things are going on in that room.

Will Phii Nat know that today a snail secretly ate Auntie’s orange tree leaves? Three leaves are gone and a new butterfly has wandered into the garden. So, at the end of the day a mischievous rainbow appeared secretly in the sky. It is the primary rainbow because it has purple at the bottom. Taohu remembers because a long time ago, Phii Nat in his school uniform had memorized in a unique way that the first meme had a horse behind him, indicating that it was followed by purple at the end.

Phii Nat might not notice that the sky was dark, it wasn’t because of the late afternoon but it was overcast in the late afternoon and it was like the feeling of Taohu waiting for the light from Phii Nat to shine and remove the gloom.

Despite being very worried. Taohu did the best he could by secretly asking Madam Mathana’s Khun Telephone to send a message to Phii Nat.

‘The movie that came out this afternoon was really fun and I was wondering when the characters would agree to talk to each other. If people open up to talk, things are heavy in the chest will be let go / Taohu.’

‘I don’t know why today’s drama, the hero is sleeping, the hero’s bedroom must be magical for sure. I want to go in there and don’t want to wake up... Well but if that room made him dream, I want to try to dream like him/ Taohu.’

‘Did Phii Nat eat porridge today? I tried to eat bread and warm milk like you, Phii. It’s delicious but if I eat like this, I think it will be too boring / Taohu.’

There was no answer at all until even the person who sent the text trying to strike a conversation started to give up. Late in the new day, he just sent a message that they hadn’t seen each other for a long time the message show that it was read and wasn’t replied to, I miss you/Taohu.’

He put the phone down and didn’t expect Phii Nat to have any reaction. It’s good to just see that the other messages are being read.

I don’t know if it’s good luck or bad luck. Usually, Phii Nat and Madam Mathana chat very little and the Auntie is more attached to books and television than phones and cell phones, so she rarely comes to check what Taohu is doing. When Taohu lied that Phii Nat needed to concentrate on his work so he kept himself in his room. the Auntie laughed fondly at her husband and turned his attention to Prince Keunchaai for fear that he would be lonely if Phii Nat didn’t come to play with him.

Today Madam Mathana was not sitting on the sofa reading a book. Taohu thought that he would take the Prince Dog for a walk around the house like always and didn’t think that as soon as he put his phone down there would be a shout from the back of the house.

“Husband! Husband.”

Normally Madam Mathana rarely uses loud noises this time, besides being loud one can also feel fright in her voice. Taohu was about to rush over but just turned around to find that Phii Nat had already run down the stairs and didn’t know when his owner left the room. Perhaps Madam Mathana’s voice would have caused the child to panic as well.

“Mom! What’s wrong!”

Phii Nat was dressed in a T-shirt and shorts and looked like he was sleeping. His hair was messy, his beard grew dull while his eyes were baggy and his cheeks plummeted. Obviously. Taohu was shocked by Phii Nat’s condition but was not more shocked than Madam Mathana expression standing beside the Hell Tunnel or the washing machine behind the house.

Madam Mathana’s trembling until you see the rims of her skirt flicker, her eyes wide with tears. Her pink lips trembled until the chin trembled for words, sobbing, “Where did my husband go? I don’t know where my husband went? child.”

Prince Keunchaai saw the people of the house running horses in this place so he followed and after seeing Madam Mathana expression looked wrong he barked loudly.

Phii Nat disinterested, gazed at the thing in her mother’s hand, finally grabbed the washing machine plug from her grip, “Mom… you pulled out the power cord, why are you crying?”

“I, I plug in and power on...”

“It’s usually plugged in!” Phii Nat shouted angrily. Taohu saw that he was upset and quickly walked to support Madam Mathana, “Calm down, Auntie, why are you turning on the machine? I just finished washing up just now.”

“My husband won’t plug it in for me, I can’t do it. He usually has to help me, where did he go?”

“Will you stop, mom!”

For the first time really Phii Nat yelled. Taohu and Madam Mathana even startled in shock and Prince Keunchaai stopped barking. Madam Mathana who was already crying tears fell more and more while Phii Nat’s eyes were equally red.

Trying to suppress his whole-body trembling, Phii Nat gathered his breath, barely speaking, “Bring mother inside...”

As if given permission, Taohu’s breath burst out and the Bear, who was ignorant, quickly supported Madam Mathana, stepping back into the house. In the meantime, she sobbed loudly and panicked eyes swept the courtyard for a long time and to mumbling, “Husband...husband...”

Late midnight, the house has been in gloom since the sound of Phii Nat’s shout. Instead, there was a loud chatter of the furniture both upstairs and downstairs, sometimes there was a moving sound indicating that some of them had moved out of place. Prince Keunchaai, like most of his dogs, heard and perceived so much that he didn’t think there was anything scary or even interesting to bark, he’s still sleeping soundly in his place as usual.

There would only be Taohu, who shuddered around the bed, his gaze on the high ceiling slowly drifting back to the dim, his heart racing deciding what to do next.

The guest bedroom is equipped with a small air conditioner. It was now open as usual but his cold cough didn’t make the Bear happy and he finally turned around and lay on his side for the thirty-fifth rounds.

In the darkness, there was some shadow moving on the bed beside Taohu, startling him. Normally, there is nothing alive in this room! When he gazed again, there was still silence in the room.

What’s not resting is that his heart has been unsteady since Phii Nat’s roaring voice and pained expression!

His owner is a man of few expressions, with few words it is difficult to know what his owner is thinking. Even though they have been together for a long time, there are many things that Taohu has yet to reach or understand Phii Nat.

Since becoming a human... He has seen more. At the same time, his mind and the mind seem to become more complex and wandered from the thought that Phii Nat was just a person. Quietly, Taohu had begun to realize that the owner he loved the most had something ingrained in his heart that must have been a heavy, thorny lump and melted away with a bitter cough.

He reminisced about when Phii Nat cried because of that Japanese picture book but the events of this period are far from the story.

How can I help Phii Nat?

I want Phii Nat to be so happy...

In the very dark darkness. Taohu felt like hearing someone shouting from the adjoining room.

“Taohu! Taohu.”

Because his mind was floating in a sea of ​​gloom and wondered before he knew who the voice was actually calling, he seemed to be upset.

“Taohu. Nong Nat is crying!”

Miss Side Pillow, that’s her! Although they don’t like each other very much, most of the furniture still love their owner. In normal times, Phii Nat might hug Miss Side Pillow. Sometimes when sleeping but crying, Phii Nat has never hugged his Taohu so he can only look for Phii Nat so now.

It’s the millionth round. Taohu was annoyed that someone forced him to transform into a human like this, a human who can’t understand what normal humans do and can’t do what Teddy Bear can do.

Normally Phii Nat is not a shy person. Although sometimes he secretly cries in the bedroom with him. But that was once in a while, the fact that Phii Nat was crying tonight means there must be a really big concern.

Taohu pursed his lips, swallowed his saliva, how would Phii Nat be like now and not have a teddy bear like him? Who can Phii Nat be able to hug?

Aware again, our Bear found himself stopping in front of the door of Phii Nat’s room... The conversation and movement of the house were now silent, most of the belongings were in good hands and one had to be careful. Now they must have sensed that humans had woken up, the moving objects had to quickly stop, if given the opportunity, they had to quickly move back into place or pretend to fall down like a wind pushed them or something.

Taohu was not in a position to pay attention to those things... He felt that his forearm was heavy, just wanting to knock on the door but it was full of difficulty.

I’m no longer a teddy bear and in the eyes of Phii Nat, I must be a stranger who suddenly stumbles upon him. If I knock, Phii Nat might.

Knock! Knock! Knock!

The concern is beyond description, his fist has hit the tree.

This is an exciting moment. If I told you that even the air seemed to stop moving, it wouldn’t be too true. It was both silent and almost gloomy and then there was no way to see, since the area in front of this bedroom had almost no opening which would allow the moonlight from outside to pass through, everything was obscured in total darkness. There was an inaudible gossip from some things, his owner seemed to continue spreading throughout the house what the Bear Taohu was going to do.

“Knock again.”

“You have to knock again, louder.”

The sound of encouragement began to rise from this corner, near and far.

Taohu could only turn around. Even though he couldn’t see anyone, he nodded in acknowledgment.

He looked at his clenched fist, the size of a fist under his nose, he couldn’t even see it, he looked like what was about to happen in the next few minutes... He didn’t know that if he knocked loud enough to call for Phii Nat to come open the door and hear what he had to say. What can Phii Nat say? Will all plans be successful?

However, before the knock hits the door again, the door opens.

Phii Nat had kept the curtain open, the light from the moonlight outside dazzled, contrasting with the shadow of the figure who stood behind the door and pulled it open.

“What do you want?”

Taohu was still unable to see Phii Nat’s face but caught the sound of his owner muttering a real cry.

“Phii Nat, are you crying...”

The other party didn’t answer or deny it and, in this darkness, it was difficult for Taohu to detect what Phii Nat’s expression or expression was thinking or feeling.

Before the courage runs out. Taohu said in a strong voice, “I want to hug you instead of that doll.”

The word Can I. became just a whisper of a sound because his feelings forced Taohu to take his tall figure to embrace Phii Nat all over, hugging him tightly like Phii Nat used to hug him when his owner had water. eye.

For a while Phii Nat didn’t say anything, didn’t push back and the stiff body that seemed more confused or relaxed.

But it wasn’t long, probably because Taohu was praying that his love would pass through to Phii Nat’s heart. Just as moonlight flashed through openings and windows into Phii Nat’s bedroom, his owner slowly raised his hand tightly wrapped around his back, as if someone had fallen from a skyscraper trying to hold onto a wall. Phii Nat’s figure that Taohu used to feel very warm, shrunk in the blink of an eye, as his owner snuggled closer to use his shoulders, covered his lips and slowly tears poured out until Taohu’s shoulder was soaked.

The Bear felt that his body was trembling but this time not because of fear or insecurity, he was trembling because of the vibration of Phii Nat, there was a muffled crying ... (sounds) ... slipped out. Taohu used one palm to gently stroke Phii Nat’s neck for comfort.

Slowly and without a word, he finally lifted Phii Nat off the floor and stepped onto the bed located at the very end of the room. The sound of the door slowly closing and the things sighed in relief. It was then that Taohu put Phii Nat on the bed and cherished himself as he lay down beside each other, hugging Phii Nat together like that, tight like that. Instead of saying that no matter what happens. No matter how sad Phii Nat is... He’ll be right here, hugging Phii Nat like this forever and never letting go.

Phii Nat huh.

You don’t have to be smart or strong all the time.

You don’t have to force a smile if you’re carrying heavy tears inside.

You don’t have to run if even breathing makes you sick, I’m not human.

You don’t need any explanation and to make yourself understand what is incomprehensible. In the darkest building, even without stars, our tears still shine through, right?

Phii Nat did you know, the snail that eats only orange leaves makes him happy and the new butterfly that wanders, in the end, isn’t going anywhere. Not because he found a garden that he was unfamiliar with and was afraid of. But in fact, there are still more beautiful and sweeter flowers hidden in the old garden. Phii Nat, do you remember? Even though the method you used to memorize rainbows colors was weirder than most people, in the end, Phii Nat passed the exam and got more points than many people, too.

I’m right here.

Maybe things aren’t as bad as Phii Nat felt.

Especially Phii Nat, you’ve never been bad at least in my eyes.

Phii Nat’s writhing figure in his embrace made Taohu just now realize that the person who lacks confidence would suffer like this. The kind of lack of confidence that Mrs. Uma has caused the Auntie to be or what Mr. Chair worked to adjust from moving from Isaan region to a metropolitan area and had to face after being moved and having to try to adjust to this new facility.

But the Auntie has Khun Uncle and Mr. Chair has Miss Table.

I really want to be Khun Uncle or Miss Table for Phii Nat.

Just before the break of dawn a miracle appeared at the same time as the last glint of starlight.

Taohu only understood for the first time that the day before he hugged Phii Nat, what was a morning wood... He was amazed that this time it happened to his body like a curse that made the him feel terrified, yet Phii Nat who was supposed to scold him for this too did not panic. His owner whispered in a low voice indicating that he had not slept at all through the night.

“Mom became afraid of the power plug.”

The narrative draws the picture in the late afternoon. The picture shows the Auntie crying for Khun Uncle, holding a washing machine plugged in.

“Sometimes when I plug it in, the light will come out and mother is afraid. So, the whole house has to use the power strip and turn on the switch from the rail instead.”

Slowly speaking, Phii Nat’s voice is still somewhat resonant and has a characteristic that is like someone gritting their teeth or not opening their lips while speaking and causing some the person who was listening to become annoyed or not understand... but Taohu understands and never bothers.

Never bothered like Khun Uncle Saen was never annoyed when plugging in for the Auntie.

“What about you, Phii Nat?”

“Huh?”

“Are you afraid? if you need someone to plug it in.” (sounds sexually)

The answer turned into a burst of half-hearted laughter and Taohu didn’t quite understand why Phii Nat had to be embarrassed... He felt Phii Nat’s face that was tucked at his side and the crook of his neck was heating up. With an instinct that Taohu has never learned... He felt himself burning hot as well. It was then that Phii Nat’s face seemed to have an immense attraction for him to bend down until he felt the warm air from his nose and his lungs and his body.

 

 

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