My Accidental Love is You, Chapter 19: The Answer to the Question

My Accidental Love is You 《รักนี้บังเอิญคือคุณ 》Rak Ni Bang-oen Khuo Khun
My Accidental Love is You, Chapter 19: The Answer to the Question

"How about going out with me, Ai’Pete... Just be my boyfriend."


At this moment, Pete couldn't think at all, let alone answer the question, now his body was already weak and powerless on Ae's shoulders, his eyes were filled with tears of surprise, his mind kept repeating the question he had just asked.

Not just because of Ae's plea, but because of Ae's unmistakably gentle tone...

... Be my boyfriend...

Ae, is this a confession to me? Does he really want to go out with me?

"..... ."

Pete hugged him weakly, silent as Ae pushed him out a little, then looked up at the man in front of him, guiltily, and though he knew the other man liked him too, it didn't mean he didn't care about his own demeanor just now... how was that rogue demeanor different from other rapists?

What had just happened was all because of his own selfishness... Ai’Pete didn't agree, but he really couldn't stop himself, and just now he really had no way of stopping himself, instead, he was out of control.

The thought of touching him was driving me crazy.

Pete...

Uh!

He just stretched out his hand to touch the face of this dull boy, he was startled, his eyes wide open, Pete was stunned, seeing this scene, his eyes were full of guilt ... and his hands were still full of guilt viscous liquid ...

Ae's guilt filled his body, blurring everything out even more.

He was sure of his feelings for Pete, he didn't want to feel like he had no right to touch him anymore, he wanted to make himself more than worthy of touching him.

"I'm sorry, so what's your answer?"

Ae asked, his voice again pulling Pete back to reality from his fantasies as he glanced at the man his heart had been longing for, lips slightly quivering.

"You're... not... laughing... after saying that... laugh... Right? You're... not... joking... about... it...”

Ae really wasn't kidding when he said he was going to date me.

Ae frowned nervously, almost wanting to touch Pete's head with his sticky liquid-soaked hand, but luckily he came to his senses and remembered what had just happened, so sheepishly that his face couldn't help but flush again. He paused and said.

"Do you think I would joke about something so important?"

"I... I didn't think so...”

"Didn't you just say that?"

Pete shook his head, his face still red and his tongue almost knotted," the soccer player said.

"I... I just didn't dare... believe it, you said you wanted... to be... with me, to let... me... be your boyfriend, I... I...”

Pop! ～

The person who was still begging for a relationship just now pushed the other person away, hung a towel and ran towards a corner of the room, feeling that he was too reckless, causing Pete some unhappiness. Pete thought Ae was angry, so much so that he did not want to see him and then turned around and left, but he looked at Ae but unexpectedly found a small detail.

Ae's ears were turning very red at this point... all red.

“I mean it, I don't like that you're too close to others, I don't like that there's no way for me to express the feelings of love in your heart, and there's no way to stop you from anything... To be honest, I'm a little jealous" Although Ae felt sheepish, this kind of sweet talk seemed like it wasn't his style at all, but he still spoke out the feelings in his heart, he knew why he had just said those words.

It was the feeling that had piled up so long that it burst out on its own, and he wanted to hope that the feelings would ... diminish with each passing day.




"So, be with me."

He wiped his hands on a towel, but still didn't turn to look at Pete, because no matter how deep he was going to fall, he was convinced that he was no longer afraid at this moment, convinced that he was no longer hesitant, convinced of how he felt about him. His eyes stared deadly at the tiny pattern on the towel, the fawn in his heart constantly thumping and banging, the blood flowing abnormally fast, jumping even faster than when he returned from his own practice.

Ae felt it for the first time, and it was an unspeakable feeling. At this moment, he finally understood the feeling of the male lead's heartbeat in those movies and novels, and finally understood why their hearts were almost about to jump out.

It was his first confession, the first time he'd wanted to go out with someone so badly, the first time he'd become almost psychotic over someone, and the first time his heart was almost about to come out.

"... hmm."

A voice so small and small that Ae had to turn around and look at Pete, the tall Koon-chai sat on the ground clutching his knees, a word repeated over and over in his mouth.

"Mmm... Mmm... Mmm, Ae... Mmm" really only one word came out of his mouth and his whole body shuddered as he walked towards Pete and seemed to have sensed something.

"Keep your head up, Pete."

Pete shook his head hard, did not answer, holding his knees in his hands tighter, kept scribbling on his jeans, just did not want to raise his head, Ae did not stop there, he used his hands to support his face upward, only to see two... tear marks hanging on Pete's face.

It wasn't tears of sadness... it was tears of joy.

"Don't... don't look at me at this time...” only to see so much and Pete pushed Ae away, hugging his knees as he had before, his shoulders constantly shaking, but it was enough for the other to see what was wrong with him.

Ae walked over to sit with him against the locker in the locker room and decided to put his hand in his soft hair, he could clearly feel Pete's trembling body, but he still persisted in asking that question.

"So... will you be my boyfriend?" Ae asked while scratching her head with her other hand, as if she could hide her shy blush.

"Hmm... hmm," he replied while whispering with tears in his eyes as Ae lifted his head and leaned against the locker in the changing room before continuing to ask.

"So... you're my boyfriend now oh."

"Hmm... hmm."

"So I'm... I'm your boyfriend, too," he bit his lip tightly, blushing and not knowing how to answer, wanting to tell him, shouldn't Ae be the one to answer that question? It was all so smooth sailing, Pete nodded, then replied.

"Hmm."

"Then...” Ae paused, eyes looking away, the hand still stroking tenderly over his head.

"From now on, we'll be lovers."

The room was unusually quiet and Pete shuddered as he replied, "... hmm."

Pop! ～

After answering, Ae buried the tall Koon-chai's head in his shoulder, regardless of why he was crying or howling, because he was startled by his sudden move.

"Since we are already lovers, why are you still holding your knees and crying, didn't I already bear my shoulder and lend it to you to cry on?"

Pete couldn't care less, clutching Ae's shirt with both hands and sobbing uncontrollably on his shoulders, allowing tears to drip onto his football jersey.

From now on, I won't just have a crush on Ae and a single crush on Ae anymore, right?

After confirming the lovers' relationship, the atmosphere eased a lot and both sat quietly in the dressing room, each looking away. The only explanation for what had just happened was a blushing face, no cover-ups or hiding... snuggling up to each other.

One of them remembered what he had just done, and the other felt a hot sensation begin to emanate from below. Needless to say, it must have been shyness that caused both parties to roll all over.

"What's your friend coming to see you for?"

Ae took the lead in breaking the silence, telling him directly that he still cared about the venomous Koon-chai, and Pete frowned slightly, then laughed dryly.

"It's nothing."

"What if I say I don't believe it?"

"But... but there's really nothing between me and Tin, we're just friends...” stammered Pete, finally understanding why Ae was like that, Ae glanced at him and immediately looked away again. He also didn't know why he was afraid to look at Ae.

Because when you look at it, you think about what just happened, and then you feel... like you're blushing.

"I know...”

Hey

The footballer said heavily, then changed the subject.

"Maybe it's just me thinking too much, the way you look at me is not the same as the way you look at him...” Ae stuttered, disliking himself for being like this, before continuing, "Although I know it, I can't help but be jealous of you."

Yes, while he knew Pete didn't think much of his handsome friend, it was hard to guarantee that he wouldn't, which was why Ae was inexplicably worried about him. The more convinced he was of his feelings, the more he wanted to be his rightful boyfriend.




Yes, very much, very much... Ae – Ae - Ae!

"Actually, I did have something I wanted to ask Ai'Tin for."

Pete looked down at his chest as he spoke, his heart beating unusually fast, and he knew that if he didn't tell him now, he would definitely be angry later, so he chose to tell him what happened.

"It's... the Trump thing."

"Do you still like him?" He immediately turned his head to look at him and asked, a murderous aura bubbling up in his eyes, very much hated the other party just like this straight to call his ex-boyfriend by name. After that, he fell silent.

"No... no, I've been bullied so badly by him, it's impossible to like him anymore, and as you know, now who exactly do I... like?" The man vilified as still liking Trump shook his head and said, in a sharp tone, afraid he would misunderstand. When the tone eased, it felt like the words were stuck in his throat and there was nothing left to say.

Maybe the Trump thing will make him more worried about Pete too, maybe.

"What does it have to do with him?" His question made him bow his head again.

"Eh... I'm asking Tin to help track down what he's really up to? What the hell did he do with the money? If I can know that, at least I can defend myself later...”

"Then why didn't you tell me about it?" Pete hadn't even finished before Ae was interrupted, and Ae frowned as he didn't know any of this, the mere fact of knowing about that son of a b.itch Tin was already upsetting him, not to mention the fact that he was going to answer him like that.

"I just didn't want to bother you ah, you've already helped me a lot, so... I just wanted to find out for myself...”

"But what you call going to find out for yourself, is to ask for help, just not from me!"

If Ae takes such a fierce tone every time, Pete must be upset again, so why does he have to be so fierce? Despite feeling aggrieved, he reached out and grabbed his hand tightly, turning his head to look at the sullen man.

Maybe he was overthinking himself, Ae... hmmm... he was a very jealous person.

Thinking about the things Ae had just done, touching his cheek, forbidding him to get too close to his other friends, and now this...

He may have been a little selfish, but now can I be selfish and say that Ae is a jealous jar?

He's a one-track minded man, he just knows to go straight ahead, he doesn't know whether to turn left or right, if you're standing in an alley, does Ae let him see?

Pond also said that Ae was a tendon brain and since he was already dating, it was necessary for him to tell him what he was feeling... there was no longer a need to hide in a corner that Ae couldn't see.

"At that time I really didn't want to bother you...”

He was almost on the verge of turning around and questioning what he was being polite about. But Pete snatched the first look at him, Ae then slowly calmed down, waiting to hear this Koon-chai's explanation, Pete smiled at him, the white face red with horror, those vermilion lips like a bit of vermilion slowly became watery, he looked into his deep eyes and realized he had to be calm.

Pete looked more charismatic than before, not because he was more handsome than before, he was already handsome, but... the feeling of not being able to say it made him feel... he was really attractive... crap! What's on my mind?!!!

"... It's always been me who has a crush on you, and you've helped me so much, I feel like I'm too much trouble for you, because we weren't in any relationship before, and it's only now... that we've settled down." Pete paused, and at this moment he felt like he was blushing so much that he was speechless, feeling like he was completely unable to look straight into these confident eyes.

He averted his gaze and murmured.

"Now that... we're... together, it's okay to... trouble... you... right?" His heart was almost bursting at the thought of finally saying the word relationship, a feeling that was completely different when dealing with Trump.

It may have felt exciting then, but it wasn't like the feeling of being about to pass out now, it felt good then, but it wasn't like the feeling of having a million butterflies fluttering around in your heart now.

The feeling of being with Ae was overwhelming, and even just looking at him quietly was an indescribable beauty.

Ae also froze out, he stared at Pete's handsome face, that pink lips that could no longer be filled with any color, that two words of engagement even more made him unable to help himself, drifting without knowing..... .

Pop! ～

“Ai’Ae! Ai’Ae!" and with both hands he could not resist the urge to bring the man in front of him, taller than he was, to press his head against his own shoulder, and he admitted that he could not continue to look him in the eye any longer, his mouth murmuring, a sound coming from the bottom of his heart.

"Why are you so cute?"

Pete was surprised by his sudden compliment, because Ae should have used other words to compliment him, but I didn't think he still used this word, and I don't know why, this compliment can actually make the handsome man in front of his eyes heart blossom with joy, shyly did not say anything, but just used both hands to hold him.

"Let me protect you in the future, my Koon-chai," he couldn't say anything more except to say.....

"Hmm."

He replied with a warm pillow on his shoulder, the corners of his rising mouth unable to conceal in any way the joy he felt in his heart at this moment.

Who would know? Originally, I thought it was enough that I was secretly in love with him, but now... they're really just dating.

He never thought he would be formally involved with him... but it was only the first step in getting his love.

“Ai’Can, get some rest, why are you working so hard? It's time for sophomore practice, too."

At this time, the soccer players on the soccer field were playing the ball with their minds on the ball, and the seniors were feeling a lot of headaches because they kept kicking the ball and refused to put it away, and the laughter came from them while they were kicking the ball: "If you want to play ball, then come over and grab, P’Techno!"

This tone made Techno very uncomfortable. He gritted his teeth and frowned as he turned to look at the few students around him and said, ''Ai’New, Ai’Type, Ai’Champ... go get that b.astard and let me kick him in the face! Hurry up!"

"Oh ooh, such a tyrannical and overbearing captain!"

"He's been using us since he became captain, and last year he followed the seniors just as far as we did."

"Oh ooh, who made him captain?" The friends' ridicule made him, who had just become the captain, grit his teeth and turned to stare at them deadly, friends and schoolmates couldn't help but laugh out loud, then ran over to rush the freshman year who didn't know how to live, in fact everyone quite liked him, of course, if you compare him with Ae, Can looks much cuter.




We all know that Nong Ae is a great guy, otherwise he wouldn't have made the soccer team when he first entered college, but his personality, really no senior would dare to mess with him, and Nong Can is completely two extremes, because Can is simply too good to bully.

"Nong, come here!" A tall, dark-skinned academic ran over and grabbed the freshman student, Can began to reveal Chu Chu's pitiful appearance, and not long after, Can was mentioned in front of everyone, struggling in various ways, as if very unconvinced.

"P’Techno, I was wrong, I'll be good next time, just let me go... okay?"

"Cry me a river, it's not funny, do you know how tiring it is to train you!" Techno said seriously and immediately transformed into an intimidating and stern captain, and the little ones were stunned!

"It's said as if he caught it."

"That's right, once a man has power, he'll go around flaunting his power."

The despotic captain swept a glance at the group and seeing them all mimicking him, he looked at the freshman who had just been caught with a bad smile on his face and knocked him on the head and said, "You go get water and hurry."

"Here we go again, do you have any other punishment other than water trips? The move is: can you go buy water, seriously, didn't you think about buying good water before rehearsal?" Thinking that he was being told to do something he didn't want to do again, Can resisted loudly, and Techno patted him on the face and said in a serious tone.

"Don't you have to work on your muscles? Buying water and then bringing it back is also a kind of muscle training ah."

Can's eyes widened as he listened.

"Do you think I'm a pig? Always using the same excuse to lie to me... where is the money? Wouldn't it be better to bring me the money?" The man who said he wasn't stupid said that and then reached out his hand to ask for money to buy water, causing the seniors to burst out laughing.

It was because of this that everyone thought he was cuter than the other schoolmates.

After that, he ran towards the exit of the soccer field with a few hundred dollar bills, thinking of the money left over from buying water to buy some snacks, just about to leave the soccer field.....

"Hello."

Who is he called?

He thought in his heart, then turned around and looked back, Can was startled, and a wave of resentment instantly rose in his heart, extending a finger and pointing at him.

Isn't he the same as.shole who despises Ae?

"It's you!!!!" After seeing who the other party was, the originally friendly Can’s face suddenly changed and felt like he was going to settle scores with that big Koon-chai! He's like Pete, he wears all kinds of name tags, but Pete is so much better, this as.shole boy can make you mad as hell!

Tin didn't take what he was pointing out to him to heart, on the contrary, he got right into the subject because he didn't want to say one more word to this poor boy!

"You're that Ae's friend, right?"

"Yeah, why, how do you want to look down on him again?” Ai’Can said angrily, a deep-seated prejudice seeming to uproot him, and he rolled up his sleeves to look at the man a little taller than himself in front of him, annoyed.

"How close is he to Ai’Pete?"

Can felt strange and didn't know why he was asking this, Can naturally couldn't think straight and just smiled contemptuously.

"What's the matter, isn't it envious that Pete is closer to my friend than you are? That's right! The two of them were so close, I often saw them together wherever they went, and Ai’Ae used to buy food for Ai’Pete, go shopping together, go to the movies together, so close that I couldn't believe that the two of them were actually from different departments in different colleges...” he immediately told him how close Pete and Ae were, just to deliberately embarrass him.

It didn't look like anyone wanted to be with this venomous tongue, and presumably only the kind-hearted Pete would be friends with him, which is why he came over and asked.

He also made a point of telling him earlier to leave his people alone, especially since he was more convinced of what Ae and Pete were doing after learning about Trump.

As for him coming to ask Can, he just wanted to be sure of what was in his mind again, and he finally couldn't help but come out and say

"Disgusting!"

"What did you say?” Ai’Can was furious, looking at the man in front of him, green veins were bursting out, Tin turned his head to stare at him, smiling in disdain.

"I'd say it was a disgusting relationship."

Boom!

Crackle!

"Don't you dare say that about my friend! Son of a b.itch!"

Tin had just finished speaking, a heavy fist hit him in the face, Tin was simply too late to react, he didn't expect that someone would dare to go after and hit the rich man's child, was he tired of living?

"Hey Can, calm down, what's going on?!!!!" After Type felt far away that something was wrong, he ran over and hugged the freshman who was struggling while clamoring to punch the guy who had already taken several punches.

"Calm down, don't call my friend disgusting... let go of me, I'll kick his ass!"

“Ai’Can, calm down for a second, didn't anyone tell you no messing around inside the school?" Type said to him, but he was also in and out of his left ear, angry and struggling to hit Tin, but several other seniors ran to stop it.

Tin gently wiped the corner of his mouth, staring deadly at the man who had hurt himself...

"You can deride me, but you can't deride my friend!!!!"

Tin was furious, feeling viciously irritated by those words. With this boy so protective of his friend, how can he be sure he won't betray him in the future, with this protection of his, perhaps becoming an accomplice to the other's betrayal of himself in the future.

Don't deride my brother, my brother didn't do those bad things!

A small child's voice suddenly rang in his head, and Tin clenched his fists, not saying a word as he prepared to turn around and leave the football field, only to hear Can's shouts from behind him.

"Next time don't let me hear you talk about my friend! B.astard!"




To him, trust was nothing more than a foolish act, nothing more than a bridge to build for a more convenient betrayal of himself later.





~~ My Accidental Love is You ~~





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