HIStory3: Make Our Days Count《HIstory 3: 那一天》History 3: That Day
HIStory3: Make Our Days Count, Chapter 3: The Bully Who Questioned Himself and the Victim who was Confused
Xiang Hao Ting couldn't sleep.
He is not an emotional person who will let his ups and downs of his emotions affect his life. This night, he couldn't sleep, laid in bed and tossed around, and the scenes of school during the day constantly appeared in his mind.
Yu Xi Gu stood in the corridor and looked at the list of published scores. Even though the make-up exam scores will have 30% deducted, he would still rank sixth in the school with 70%. If there's no cut off on this achievement, he would be the top of the list. If it's someone else's hand, it's bound to be strangled. But Yu Xi Gu just looked at it quietly, without any words.
That look Xiang Hao Ting saw just a few days ago, filled with despair, anger, pain... was too deep, he can't forget.
The picture gradually distorted, and Yu Xi Gu's crying face occupied the view. For the first time, he knew that why it was so painful for the first-class students enough to get angry and hit someone. It was not only those who were beaten, but also those who hit people... Few of them didn't know how to control and protect themselves, so it must be more painful, and even forced him to accept the fact that he was the sixth with more desperate eyes than usual.
Xiang Hao Ting could not bear to think that this kind of things originated from him. He grabbed his head with his hands and made his hair disorderly. He can't stop thinking even once, this is the second time it happened in his life. Every time the symptoms are insomnia, guilt, upset, and will be trapped by memories and emotions for a long time.
He didn't understand. Why did Yu Xi Gu accept it so calmly?
A peaceful acceptance means giving up the struggle. It's impossible for him. Why do you want to accept it? Why don't you fight for it? It's life! If you give up after fighting only once, it won't come back!
Obviously, he cares so much that he went on to kneel.
At this moment, on the one hand, he hated the person who caused this situation, on the other hand, he was deeply puzzled by Yu Xi Gu's behaviour and thinking, and even had an impulse to tell the teacher everything and return his innocence.
Sun Bo Xiang is aware of Xiang Hao Ting's abnormality, but he also knows that there will be no answer if he was to directly ask himself, but he can only start from his sister Xiang Yong Qing.
"Three hundred.”
“I’m asking for you, brother!" Sun Bo Xiang couldn't believe it.
"You seriously care about him?" Xiang Yong Qing raised her eyebrows.
“Yes!"
“Then one hundred more." This is exchange of Sun Bo Xiang's grievance. "Oh! It’s the same with your surname Xiang?" but he can't help but pay for it. The latter came out after taking over.
"Then...”
In fact, she also held back for a long time and wanted to find someone to share the gesture, “He is now in the monkey state.”
"Monkey state?"
“Well, it's like this." She pulled her eyes to both sides with her hands, made a very exaggerated expression, and imitated Xiang Hao Ting with a low voice. Because it was really similar, Sun Bo Xiang couldn't help laughing.
Xiang Yong Qing said that as long as he met with something that he really regretted, it would become what it is now.
"Regret?"
"The last time I saw him like this, when he was in elementary school, he made a classmate hated by the whole class. Later, although he apologized and explained things clearly, no one was willing to play with that classmate.”
Sun Bo Xiang was so miserable.
"Yes." Xiang Yong Qing said that it was a few years ago, and she could not remember the details, but Xiang Hao Ting's lost look back then could not be forgotten.
No matter how late, he got up at that time, he could see the light coming from the crack in the door of his room. Xiang Yong Qing was secretly worried for a long time
She was afraid her brother will suffer from insomnia.
Sun Bo Xiang picked up the key words from this passage, which can smoothly connect the abnormality and the causes and consequences.
“So he's really regretting it?" is regret he aimed his troubles at Yu Xi Gu? Or is regret playing tricks on him? Sun Bo Xiang doesn't know which side is higher.
Xiang Yong Qing raised her eyebrow and asked, “What is he regretting now?" seeing the opportunity of revenge, Sun Bo Xiang immediately smiled and asked, “Do you really want to know?"
Xiang Yong Qing nodded quickly. "Five hundred.”
“You really are awful!"
Sun Bo Xiang was very happy to see her huff and puff, and she was so angry that she called him naive. They knew each other very well. Sun Bo Xiang was very naive. He just wanted to revenge and joke of her, but he didn't expect his every move to be seen by the person he cared about.
Not far away, Lu Zhi Gang watched the scene quietly. Before he had time to think about the feeling from the bottom of his heart, he put one hand on his shoulder.
“Have you been waiting for a long time?" a fashionable man smiled at him. He is a friend of Lu Zhi Gang and his name is John.
“I'm sorry, but I have been here just for a few minutes."
John waved his hand to show that he didn't mind, but he didn't have time to gossip, so he directly cut into the main topic: "The little boy you introduced... Is he really OK?"
“His work hours should not be too long and the access is not complicated. Because he is still a student, he may need to keep a low profile. In addition, I would like to have a look at your working environment if I can."
"Ah... Is he your little boyfriend?" John's words were full of temptations.
"No..."
“If not, why can't you make several appointments? Come out and have a drink." John looked at him with a wry smile and added, "You are too serious."
You are too serious. These four words shocked Lu Zhi Gang.
Just now, Sun Bo Xiang and the girl were talking and laughing and walking away together. He didn't wait for the emotions to slow down, but he smiled with a little bitterness.
"Let’s have a drink one day!" said Lu Zhi Gang.
That job suited Yu Xi Gu in every way.
Lu Zhi Gang was very grateful to his friends for their help. Compared with other jobs, he is always at ease with people he knows. And the other boy seems to put the promise in mind during the day, and send the invitation message that night.
If he invited on the spot, he might immediately agree to it, but now that the emotion that can't be expressed is weak, instead he doesn't know what to do with the invitation. Lu Zhi Gang was thinking about how to refuse, when he saw a car coming outside, he couldn't help laughing bitterly.
How could he forget that this man is actually an activist? But he can only go out of the store.
Sun Bo Xiang thinks he's terrible!
Recently, there have been so many things happened, and they have been linked up one by one, without giving him a chance to breathe. What is particularly frustrating is that he has no way to deal with it. He can only watch things get worse and worse, but he is helpless
Full of emotions to vent, but there is no fight, he can only face down and sulk. Xiang Hao Ting sees that everyone is finally free from math class. Only he looks heavy, so he leaves others behind and catches his shoulder
“How angry have you been recently?" he asked.
“He can't look back at me." Said Sun Bo Xiang.
“Don't you know where he works?" this sentence suddenly broke down Sun Bo Xiang and forced him to give an answer in a low voice filled with sorrow. He never pretended to be strong in front of Xiang Hao Ting. “But I dare not face him...”
“Why?" in Xiang Hao Ting's surprised eyes, Sun Bo Xiang began to talk about what happened these recent days.
Even if his mood is greatly affected, he still has to do his work, so after finding trouble with Yu Xi Gu, he still appeared in the gym, but he works hard to reduce the contact with Lu Zhi Gang. Later, when it was getting late. He worked so hard that he finished all his work. When he finished his work, he followed his habit to find the familiar figure. The other side turned around and smiled at him as if he was telepathic to Sun Bo Xiang gaze. Sun Bo Xiang didn't greet him as warmly as before.
When he thought that the smile was not his own, he felt a pain in his heart.
Many things are like this. If you don't know or don't see them, you can regard them as a fantasy. But when you actually see them, you can't continue to lie to yourself. In addition, the other boy or Yu Xi Gu... Has been pestering him with various complex emotions. Finally, he couldn't help but follow Lu Zhi Gang into the shower. On the one hand, he wanted to break the deadlock, and on the other hand, he couldn't stand the awkward interaction.
He didn't know if it's the humid and hot atmosphere in the shower that affected his judgment, or the long-standing emotion that has been fermenting and deteriorating, or...
These two nights, he didn't sleep well at all, and he had a trance relationship caused by continuous wet dreams. Sun Bo Xiang found that he couldn't keep calm. He seemed to have wild animals shouting in his body. When he came back to his thoughts, he called “Brother Zhi Gang" and directly pushed him on the wall and pressed on and kiss his mouth at the same time.
Lu Zhi Gang was surprised and pushed the boy away from him. "Come on, will you?" he said disappointed.
But Sun Bo Xiang's head is in a mess. Dreams come true, and all desires were satisfied in this kiss. He is at the age of high sexual desire. Not to mention kissing, even a sexy photo can give him an erection. Besides, Lu Zhi Gang is the secret crush in his heart, and he kissed him again for a while.
Following his body instinct, he clasped the back of the other man’s head with one hand, and pressed the other's wrist against the wall to prevent his escape, but he was pushed away again. This seems to be a chase, which makes Sun Bo Xiang more competitive and more passionate to kiss the other person.
This time, it was hard for Lu Zhi Gang to push him away. On the one hand, his hands were constrained and he can't help himself. On the other hand, he can't bear to refuse the boy who he has always been fond of him. At this moment, he was using all his strength to refuse himself of his cherished feeling. At the thought of this, he can't help it, but if he doesn't resist, he will continue. At the thought of this, he was shaking all over. He was afraid of this kissing continuing.
He opened his eyes, the thrill attacking his whole body was pushed away for a moment, the past memory remained in his body and brain, once there was any inducement, and he woke up. Driven by fear, he pushed Sun Bo Xiang out with more force. "Ah!"
This push was not intentional, but Lu Zhi Gang is a regular gymnasium trainee, whose strength cannot be ignored. Sun Bo Xiang let him "push, and was even more shocked, but also fully awake. He was trying to explain the cause of his behaviour. Lu Zhi Gang left the scene with a complex face, and didn't even take the things he left in the locker.
Sun Bo Xiang stayed on the sink and didn't respond to anything for a long time.
He didn't know what kind of devil thought he was thinking. Maybe he was jealous, aggrieved and depressed with the bad emotions filling his heart, but he did something wrong, no matter what emotions he could blame on.
At the thought that Lu Zhi Gang may have hated him, he cried like a child and smashed himself with his fist. He hoped this fist would have fallen on his head before everything happened, so that at least one wrong thing can be undone.
Xiang Hao Ting didn't expect that Sun Bo Xiang would go to the soybean milk shop to find the “uncle” to apologize before. He actually wanted to scold him because of such internal situation. However, when he saw that Sun Bo Xiang’s face looked flustered and uneasy. He immediately understood that the matter was not over, so he pressed down the impulse and decided to listen to him.
After being beaten and made to apologize, Sun Bo Xiang got a lot of peace of mind. After being impulsive, he went online rationally. He reflected that he didn't think it clear if the other man likes boys or not, even if he likes to fight for him to be his, but he also has to regard the resistance is not as passive acquiescence... After returning to his normal thoughts, he only felt that it's not enough to simply punch himself.
After making an excuse to Sun Wen Jie, he reduced the time and times of going to the gym to help. After a few days of mental emptiness, he returned to his senses and rode his bicycle to the soybean milk shop to have a peek.
At first, he was afraid of being found, so he stood cautiously in the distance, but after a long time, he boldly got up and began to look for the nearest place without letting people see through to see him. Originally, he thought that his feelings might blow up and disappear. He knew that he can only have a single love for my whole life. Especially when I saw Lu Zhi Gang getting insomeone else's car, the two not only behaved very intimately, but the man also touched Lu Zhi Gang's face.
He gazed carefully and found that Lu Zhi Gang's smile was a little reluctant. He forgot the reason why he didn't want to look for Lu Zhi Gang, so he had to scold the man for him. The next second, the man opened the door and picked up Lu Zhi Gang and drove away.
Sun Bo Xiang screamed out that it wasn't good. He chased after him on his bike, but he soon lost his biking speed to a car speed. He was still panting like a wolf when he saw the car sped off. After thinking about it, he could only dial the phone to find someone.
"Get out of the car! I'll come to you now!"
He was so angry that he could not stop himself. He didn't convey his worries, anxieties and concerns. He only let Lu Zhi Gang receive clues such as he was tracking him, he was filled with anger and irrationality, and hung up in anger. Sun Bo Xiang didn't get through to the other person’s phone after screaming at Lu Zhi Gang. He could only roar at the roadside, but he couldn't tell if he was angry with the other boy or himself. He felt that everything was spiralling out of control
Now, what he didn't know was that in the end, Lu Zhi Gang did get out of the car because of that phone call and walked in the rain. What Lu Zhi Gang thought about was the face that had kissed him, but looked extremely hurt after he rejected the kiss. There were also some common memories and details of his moments with Sun Bo Xiang. Sun Bo Xiang unexpectedly occupied a large corner of his memory, where it was wet dreamy, especially colourful.
"And then?”
“Now he must think that I'm a little boy, and he doesn't even pay attention to me.”
“You are, ah, ha..." Xiang Hao Ting did not give up laughing at Sun Bo Xiang, but after being glared at by his friend, he said, “Okay" and encouraged him to continue to speak.
“I wanted to say that I want to be him directly, but I would definitely be shot. At that time, I would not even get to remain as his friend..." he sighed, just like a terminal patient who has no hope in his life, and has no interest or enthusiasm for anything.
Xiang Hao Ting's eyes rolled when he heard it. He thought that this guy is usually very clever. How can he get tangled in the emotional things that are so irrational and stupid?
At this time, the two people who went going to buy bentos finally came back. Xiang Hao Ting saw a shadow passing through the corridor on the second floor at the same time, and quickly got up and left without saying a word. People left were puzzled by his behaviour, but they thought he was becoming more and more elusive.
Xiang Hao Ting was trailing after Yu Xi Gu. A few days ago, he ran to Yu Xi Gu's apartment’s downstairs to apologize for what he had done, but he didn't have the courage to press the door bell, when he hesitated, he was accidentally seen by Yu Xi Gu and ran away without a second thought. At that time, he was only angry at his stupidity, but some delicate emotions quietly invaded his heart.
Why do you feel so nervous? Why do you feel so guilty? Why do you care about him?
These indescribable emotions are especially obvious in his sleepless nights. For example, who whispered in his ear? Xiang Hao Ting knows that he is acting strange. Otherwise, why doesn't he hesitate to ring the bell as soon as he passes through the corridor?
He watched Yu Xi Gu enter the health care room, but he was afraid to face the other man. As he was waiting he heard the cell phone ring out of his pocket, he did not check who it was and then pressed on, and afraid the sound would make people inside come out to check.
“Where are you?" is Li Si Hao.
“School." Xiang Hao Ting's answer was short, his voice was low, and he wanted to end the call. Next, Li Si Hao asked what he only answered with clipped short answers, which made Li Si Hao extremely unhappy. She was trying to appear upset, but he didn't hear Xiang Hao Ting's voice any more. Xiang Hao Ting, on the other end of the line, hung up as soon as he saw the health care teacher coming out alone, whether he would annoy his girlfriend or not he didn’t care.
He thought that Yu Xi Gu should be lying on the bed again, so he had the courage to walk quietly. When he opened and closed the door, he put his strength down to avoid making a sound.
Yu Xi Gu was lying on the bed, as always on his side. He approached quietly, suddenly remembers that the mobile phone was not turned off and mute. When he took it out to set the time, he couldn't help frowning. “Half of the lunch break, and he is still sleeping?"
He looked carefully and found that Yu Xi Gu's face was very haggard. Like someone who didn't eat well and didn't fall asleep. He guessed that it was caused by long-term hard work and excessive brain use and inactivity. Xiang Hao Ting had no patience for this kind of person who didn't cherish his body before. He thought it was all self-made, but Yu Xi Gu... He guessed that the other side was suffering. Otherwise, why would he cry if he didn't get a mid-term exam?
He can't forget the crying face and the punch in his face. Yu Xi Gu slept so heavily that he didn't find himself being observed at all, and Xiang Hao Ting was more daring to stare straight at him. Including the long and thin fingers holding the pen, slightly malnourished figure, protruding forehead bone and chin, and finally a little fat... No, he even had sunken cheek.
Last time, he planned to scribble on that face with a pen. When he thought of this, Xiang Hao Ting thought that he was mad at that time, and even laughed.
But... After a smile appeared in his face, he didn't know why he was smiling.
Why is he so thin? It seemed that a little wind can blow him away... It's said that people who like to laugh will have good luck, but Yu Xi Gu looked like he has no fate with good luck. It's clear that even with the eyelashes, which are so long and the eyes are so bright
At this time, Xiang Hao Ting’s brain even played the memory clip of the person in front of him automatically. Such a thin body is always like carrying a heavy load, walking slowly, strong and silent. When he was alone in the library, he was very focused, like the whole world was in that note. Smiled at the teacher in the office. At that time, he was relaxed and had a relaxed look in his eyes.
When he cried and asked the teacher to let him take the exam. At the end of the exam, he cried and waved a fist at him. After comparison, he looked at the results indifferently in the corridor, without any emotion. Xiang Hao Ting suddenly felt his back was cold. If it wasn't for his revenge...
Memory is still working, in those memories Yu Xi Gu was relaxing, like a lazy cat, making him happy.
Just when Xiang Hao Ting was smiling, the man with his eyes closed slowly opened his eyes, which was a strange feeling. Those eyes seem to contain thousands of words. Xiang Hao Ting's heart rate suddenly accelerated and he has difficulty breathing.
“What are you trying to do?" Yu Xi Gu was horrified. When he opened his eyes, he saw that someone was close to him, and the person smiled so brightly that he quickly got up from the bed.
This sentence brought Xiang Hao Ting back to reality. "No..."
How could he say that he saw his face and acted stupid?
Yu Xi Gu sat on the bed vigilantly, thinking Xiang Hao Ting wanted to continue to cause trouble, but unexpectedly the other boy turned around and ran away as quickly as the other day. This time, it's worse than last time. He didn't even say “I passed by"... It's really puzzling what his attempt was.
Xiang Hao Ting ran all the way to the roof and when he saw that there was no one up there he then relaxed and stared at the sky, still shaking. In addition to peeping at the shame and bewilderment of being caught, he also found a clue in his panic.
Why do you care so much? Can you control it? Can you sleep for several nights?
He has experienced this feeling, but... It is only when he sees the girl he is interested in approaching or walking near him.
He stared at the sky, frowned and closed his eyes, wondering what to do.
Since there are troubles, he should face the other man squarely, KO!
After school, he found Sun Bo Xiang to go home together with. When he saw the donut cartwheel on the road, he stopped to buy something for his stomach. When he was standing in a long line, he asked: “Do you think I'm handsome?"
Sun Bo Xiang thought the question was really stupid and said “Handsome" casually.
“Seriously!" he even reached for the answer with his chin pressed. "Am I handsome?”
“Handsome of course! Otherwise, how could Li Si Hao like you, right?"
"Then, when you see me, do you have a feeling of... Pa Pa Pa! Like your heart is about to jump out?”
“Well... No, it's more like the feeling of dunchi, danchi!" Sun Bo Xiang doesn't understand what his friend suddenly asked for this, but he's very good at go along with it. Now it's his turn to ask for the treasured food, so he didn't take care of the friend and just ordered food from the street vendor. He also, hesitate for a while about which flavour to order.
"Hao Ting, are you nervous when you look at me?" Sun Bo Xiang directly gave him a big eye roll. This guy's laying out the long list in front of him just to praise himself?
"No, why should I be nervous when I look you?" he asked with a raised eyebrow.
“But he would be." Xiang Hao Ting said.
“Hum!" Sun Bo Xiang was helpless, and felt that there must be a bottom line where one can tolerate another man boasting. Originally, he didn't plan to talk to him, but he didn't expect that those words would slip into his ears. His ears can't pretend to be dead like nose and eyes, but the more he listened, the more he felt
"Every time I think of his protruding face, long eyelashes and tender lips, I want to..."
He made a big bite to swallow. He was like a wild animal. He shouted "Freaking Juicy!"...
The more he thought Sun Bo Xiang thought it was bullshit! It's not narcissism, it's no sense of illness! "Freaking Juicy."
Uh huh!
“Aren't you just too narcissistic?”
“I'm not talking about me!" it's no wonder that his friend made a mistake about the subject and the issue for a long time. It's no wonder that his reaction was strange.
“Who are you talking about?" Sun Bo Xiang doesn't know which one he's playing at all. He threw questions endlessly, and he's obsessed with himself. What he can understand is quite a strange day today.
Seeing Xiang Hao Ting going far, he hurried up to ask who he was talking to.
“Yu Xi Gu.” Sun Bo Xiang was very glad that he doesn't have the habit of drinking while walking. Otherwise, he would have vomit all of the food.
"Yu Xi Gu?" he straightened up his face, imitated the way Yu Xi Gu acted to strangers and said, “Don't bother me. That Yu Xi Gu?”
Xiang Hao Ting seemed to be convinced by his own words, nodded frequently and smiled gradually, and said again: “Well, I think Yu Xi Gu is good looking, and I don't know why my heart will... Almost jump out when I see him..." he looked up and found that Sun Bo Xiang's expression clearly said, “What happened with you?" he couldn't help roaring angrily to leave.
Sun Bo Xiang doesn't think he's joking. He really thinks that Yu Xi Gu is very beautiful. “Don't try to prank me!"
“I am not!" he said solemnly." At first, it was because... He cried. I saw that he cried and felt sorry for him, so... I always thought I was feeling sorry for with him, but it wasn't like that!"
His expression suddenly softened, which Sun Bo Xiang was familiar with, because it was the same expression he had when he thought of Lu Zhi Gang.
“I realized that I began to pay attention to him, for example, when he was reading, laughing, walking, even standing still! I couldn't help but look at him... Even today in the health care room, I have been staring at him all the time.”
"..."
“I don't know what I'm doing, just think he's... He's so cute!”
With a wry smile, Sun Bo Xiang came to his conclusion. "You like Yu Xi Gu!"
Xiang Hao Ting was totally dumbfounded. This conclusion... Seems very credible. The dark cloud originally shrouded in the bottom of his heart suddenly dispersed, and the clear sun exposed behind it, illuminating the gloomy and lifeless heart of Xiang Hao Ting.
In the afternoon, it suddenly began to rain. Seeing Li Si Hao without an umbrella, Zhang Ting An, a good friend, gave her his umbrella. In return, she smiled and thanked her.
“Well, come on!" then if my parents ask you, you should help me to cover!" Li Si Hao, the whole person, though she was not happy to be ignore and having hanged up the phone again, but Xiang Hao Ting came to ask her for forgiveness after that, so she didn't care about him ignoring her. Besides, they planned to travel later, so it was too late for me to be angry.
Three people talk and laugh, but Liu Mei Fang suddenly said, “Isn't that Yu Xi Gu?"
Looking forward, they saw a man who looked like Yu Xi Gu, with a note in his hand, looking for a way, and then walked into a building. The three people looked around curiously. They were surprised that Yu Xi Gu, a top student, would come here.
"This is a nightclub." Zhang Ting An said.
“But why does he go to the nightclub?" Liu Mei Fang asked.
“What else can one do to go to a nightclub? On the surface, I'm a good student, but he is playing with Drunk Coffee in private?" Li Si Hao still remembers Yu Xi Gu's telling her not to come near again, so she was especially poisonous in her words.
Liu Mei Fang, a Yu Xi Gu fan, naturally confronted Li Si Hao. Zhang Ting An is relatively neutral. She picks up her mobile phone to evaluate the map information and finds that there are many favourable comments: "This nightclub is very special. It seems that it’s a boys’ only club. "
It was still raining outside. They didn't want to stay on the side of the road. After a while, no one came out and they scattered.
Yu Xi Gu was on his way home in a relaxed mood, because the work was finally settled. At first, he was worried that Lu Zhi Gang would refuse to introduce high paid jobs to him. As a result, he only said a few words and helped him to find a good gig, Yu Xi Gu felt that he owed more kindness to Lu Zhi Gang in his life.
"... working 2000 times a time, as long as I avoid working during the tests, it will take about ten times.... ten times and I will be ok..." as he calculated how to adjust the next schedule, the working time will increase, the time for review and sleep will decrease, but the test results score cannot be lowered, so he thought on how to arrange and felt it should considered carefully, not hastily.
Because he was used to walking, he didn't pay attention to his surroundings. He raised his face just before he got home, only to find someone standing there. When he saw that the other side is Xiang Hao Ting, he stopped and dare not move forward.
He stopped, not entirely because of fear.
This time, Xiang Hao Ting's behaviour is abnormal, which can't be explained by common sense. Yu Xi Gu has been puzzled for a long time. It's too late to avoid him, let alone understand him. In addition, he met him here a few days ago. The feeling of being ambushed and attacked was far from the lifestyle Yu Xi Gu pursued. He was naturally afraid.
Xiang Hao Ting has been waiting for a while, but he didn't see Yu Xi Gu coming near. The chance encounter or natural and unrestrained response can't be used, so he has to take the initiative to go first.
He went forward and Yu Xi Gu stepped back. He went further, but Yu Xi Gu did not step back, and stood tight with his hands clenched.
He can't escape all the time. Maybe he can but how can he forget it? He just asked Xia De to send a message to Xiang Hao Ting earlier, asking what he can do to write off the grudges between them. It would be nice if he could end the grudges earlier. The mid-term exam has to be made to make up for the exam, and he has to work extra to meet the expenses. If he is absent from the final exam, the consequences are unimaginable.
Yu Xi Gu forced himself to be brave, not to avoid Xiang Hao Ting's gaze, which formed his bravely and that he looked up slightly and stares at the man and the other side also slightly looked down at his face. Neither of them spoke. The atmosphere was tense and awkward.
Time goes by, but Yu Xi Gu can't stand to waste time here. After all, every second spent here means he has less time to go home to review his lessons and go to bed.
“What are you trying to do now?" he frowned.
“I won't bother you any more, really."
This guarantee is too easy to come by without warning. Yu Xi Gu was scared by him and he asked doubtfully, “Is that right?"
Xiang Hao Ting nodded firmly, “Believe me!"
“Why do you keep following me?" he couldn't understand. If he doesn't intend to do any more damage or revenge, why... Will he come to meet again and again? This frequency is so high that people with a little brain will notice it.”
When asked this question, Xiang Hao Ting was a little shy and stopped looking. After a while, he said, “I need your help to confirm one thing for me." Xiang Hao Ting knows that what he has done is enough to be added to the man’s blacklist. It's normal for the other boy to doubt, but he can only directly ask for it.
“I don't want to. What can I confirm for you?"
Ah, as expected, he was rejected.... never mind, keep up the effort! He quietly cheered himself in the bottom of his heart. “I'll let you know when I know."
Yu Xi Gu still didn't nod.
“I've been thinking about you." He has no choice but to use the policy of mourning for sympathy, “I don't know why. I see you when I am walking, eating, bathing, playing video games and even sleeping."
“What happened with you?" Yu Xi Gu said that like that he was ill. Xiang Hao Ting was silent for a long time. Subconsciously, he went on to reach out and touch him, but he was stopped by Yu Xi Gu holding his wrist.
Because his expression was too serious and sincere, and he didn't see a bit of frolic, Yu Xi Gu didn't like it at first, but he was afraid that Xiang Hao Ting would retaliate because he refused. After several hesitations, he nodded and agreed. Anyway... In case of any attempt, he can turn around and ran away. That's it.
Seeing his promise, Xiang Hao Ting breathed a sigh of relief, then Xiang Hao Ting slowly reached for his cheek.
“Hiss... "
Yu Xi Gu didn't tremble because Xiang Hao Ting hands were icy, but this movement was totally unexpected, and the other side reached out to touch his own chest, and closed his eyes as if he was feeling something.
It's too late to escape now...? Yu Xi Gu thought silently. ‘Hurry up!’
It seems that the tone and excited eyes of discovering the new world deepen someone's idea of running. But before he can put it into action, Xiang Hao Ting immediately approaches his face, which is the distance was diminished to the point that one of them can kiss the other if he wants to.
The totally passive one was unconscious and worried. Before thinking about whether it's a new trick, he felt a hot air hovering in his nose. Although the strong and unique scent is not bad, Yu Xi Gu was at a loss. He's never been so close to people. He's used to walking alone. He really forgot how close he had to smell the other ma. It is very important.
“It's true, I like you!"
Despite his face's bewilderment, Xiang Hao Ting came closer to him and announced with a happy expression, as sincere and frank as if he had just bought something precious that he had been thinking about all his life.
Yu Xi Gu was staring dumbfounded. He was a second late to realize that the distance between the two people is too close at present.
“What are you doing?" he shoved away.
Xiang Hao Ting didn't hate being rejected much. After a bright and happy smile, he suddenly bowed to Yu Xi Gu and turned away, leaving Yu Xi Gu standing at the scene at a loss.
As a result, he didn't get the answer from Xiang Hao Ting.
What does Xiang Hao Ting want now? He thought of what he had discussed with Sun Bo Xiang in the afternoon, and at the same time, he was glad that he had problems and troubles, so he had to be okay. Otherwise, he would not be so happy.
“In the past, how did you make sure you liked someone and let them become girlfriends?”
“It's very easy when i touch them, and then my little mushroom will go up!"
Now his heart is beating fast, his mood is excited, and his mushroom was hella freaking on board with it.
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