Chapter 117: Resumption of the affair

You’re In Love With An Idiot《你却爱着一个傻逼》Que Ai Zhao Yi Ge Shao       

                                  

Chapter 117: Resumption of the affair

Li Yu smiled bitterly. “Brother Jian, I'm glad you could come to see me, but I... Do you think I can go back?”

Jian Sui Ying gritted his teeth and said, "You are asking me? Do you know what you're doing? Have you thought about your parents and your brother? How the fxck could you be so brain muddled?”

Li Yu looked gloomy and sad in his eyes. "I don't think they would feel ashamed if they were not near me." Li Yu bowed his head and trembled, "Brother Jian, sometimes I hate you very much. Before I met you, I thought I lacked nothing. Now, I seem to have been abandoned by everyone, even you..." Li Yu choked and said, "I've done a lot of things that I'm sorry for you, so I deserve it, but you didn't give me a chance to repent. You're ruthless enough. Sometimes I really hate you, and I hate myself more..." 

Li Yu buried his head in his chest and his shoulders trembled slightly.

Jian Sui Ying felt that his heart had been pulled together. He could not bear the sad look of Li Yu, even though he clearly did not deserve sympathy.

But whether he deserves sympathy or not is only known by those who are in distress.

Jian Sui Ying thought that maybe this man would go to prison right now, and that his young and brilliant life would end in the dark, and he could not bear the consequence.

Jian Sui Ying tried to beat him, but felt unable to raise his arm. "Are you silly? If something happens to you, they'll have to humiliate and suffer for a lifetime, and I can't forgive you for being so foolish."

Li Yu looked at his hand in a stiff way. "Brother Jian, I've already come here. I can't give up now, you go back... If you stay long, I will not let you go."

Jian Sui Ying couldn't help slapping him again. He shivered and scolded him, "Are you a fool? Are you sick? Are you..." For the first time, Jian Sui Ying was shocked by a person's persistence, if Li Yu could take out one percent of what he is now. With all the energy to respond to his affection, would the two still get to this day? For him to risk being shot to get money, why did such a man not want to show half of this chivalry for him at that time, how did he think of this neurosis at first?      "Come back to Beijing with me right away. Now, we leave right away."

Li Yu shook his head. "What am I going to do now?" Li Yu raised his head and looked straight at him. "Brother Jian, you know what I want is not your pity."

Jian Sui Ying gritted his teeth and said, "Lao Li er, are you threatening me? You've got a fxcking shit in your head. You're threatening me with your little life?”

Li Yu leaned against the door panels, his dark eyes could hardly find any cracks, but looked at Jian Sui Ying sadly and firmly. "Brother Jian, if you found me here, you can prove that you still care about me. Today, if you want to take me away, I can go with you, but you can't leave me, I will always follow you. Otherwise, if you don't care about me anymore, you go out of this hotel, don't look back, let me die here. I, Li Yu is so cheap and foolish. If you don't want me, you shouldn’t care if I'm alive or dead, just let me carry on with this hope of one I will come back to you."

Jian Sui Ying was so angry that there was no place where he didn't feel pain. He hated being pushed by others all his life. The more he was pushed, the more he wanted to work against others. Li Yu didn't know that.

But this time he couldn't slap Li Yu to the ground and then slam the door and walk away. Because he won't just close a door, he'll close Li Yu's hope.

Today he leave, and tomorrow he will watch Li Yu go to destruction step by step. Now, he suspects that Li Yu was intentionally banishing himself to the edge of the cliff. The purpose of the game is to see if Jian Sui Ying can reach out and pull him back.

Once he stretched out his hand, he would never get it back. Li Yu dug a trap and used himself as a bait. It seemed that only he, Jian Sui Ying had the right to choose whether Li Yu gets to jump or not. In fact, as long as he had feelings for Li Yu, he had no choice.

He hated being coerced like this, but he couldn't help feeling shocked by what Li Yu had done. Being so madly loved by Li Yu is what he yearned for, for a long time, but now when it finally came true, he just wanted to cry.

He had a fierce face and torch-like eyes, staring fiercely at Li Yu.

Li Yu also looked at him unavoidably, his lips trembling irrepressibly.

They looked at each other for a long time. Jian Sui Ying slowly opened his mouth and said, "Follow me back to Beijing."

Li Yu shivered and said, "Brother Jian, I don't understand you saying that."

"Come back to Beijing with me."

"I don't understand, Brother Jian. Speak more clearly, otherwise I don't understand." Li Yu's voice was hoarse. Tears were rolling in his eyes and almost fell to the ground.

Jian Sui Ying pinched his neck with his hand. He really wanted to tighten his palm and end all his grievances by killing this infuriating boy, but he just put Li Yu's body on the door board, pushed him, kissed him on the lips and bit him hard.

Li Yu shivered with pain and tears flowed down in an instant. He choked and said, "Brother Jian, I don't understand. Please make it clear."

"Come back to Beijing with me, I don't need you to make these terrible shady money. I'll give you this one chance, and I'll give it to you now," Jian Sui Ying said in a whisper voice, enduring the sourness of his nose. “You listen to me Li Yu. If you make me sorry again, I'll chop up your stuff..."

Li Yu hugged Jian Sui Ying and cried out, just like a dying man who found the hope of life. He was redeemed from this moment on. Re-embracing this man seems to have lasted a century in his heart, until he has tasted all the pain and despair. He can't imagine how he spent every day and every day. He was tormented by endless regret and sorrow. On this one day, when he didn’t expect time to go backwards and never look forward to the past. He took so many detours and suffered so much that now he can still hold this man in his arms. Except for his tears, he did not know how to vent his feelings of breaking the dike.

Jian Sui Ying couldn't bear it, and tears came out of his eyes. After a long circle and mutual hurt, he finally hugged the man. Perhaps from the moment they first met that day, all the injuries and miseries were doomed to happen, but even when they stumbled, but they still came to this day.

Jian Sui Ying could not describe his current mood. It was as if he had been relieved in an instant. The indescribable calmness of the force that weighed on him disappeared in an instant.

He likes Li Yu. From the moment he saw him, till today, he has always liked Li Yu. He will never like Li Yu so devotedly and fearlessly in his whole life. Every day he can't own Li Yu, he laughed at his failure and embarrassment. He can't forgive his stupidity and self-forgiveness. He still yearned for Li Yu, so he felt like he can't forgive Li Yu even more.

Perhaps today for him, is also a redemption, he was "forced" to re-accept the person, and it is his heart cannot speak, it was shy of the desire to speak.

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