Chapter 31: Brain Smashing Truth

       Years of Intoxication 《一醉經年》 Yi Zui Jing Nian.

   Chapter 31: Brain Smashing Truth

When he left the next day, Song Ju Han was still not awake.

He rushed to Tang City for a business trip and had to come back in the afternoon. The time was tight. Plus he didn't want to wake up Song Ju Han, so he walked very quickly. He found out at the high-speed rail station that he forgot his mobile phone.

He stood in the ticketing hall where people came and went and he was so desperate. He is cautious and rarely makes such low-level mistakes. His ticket information and the people he wants to reach in Tang City are all in his mobile phone. Without a mobile phone, he is afraid that he can't do anything today.

He hesitated for a moment and had to drive back to take it. Fortunately, Song Ju Han's home was not far from the high-speed rail station. He came back to take a ride and could still arrive before lunch.

He rushed back in a hurry. He was anxiously pressing the doorbell. He was half-baked and the door was opened. He Gu thought that he would see the sleepy eyes and the unsettled Song Ju Han, but unexpectedly, Song Ju Han looked very awake, just looking cold and scary.

He Gu didn't you think too much and stepped in and went in: "Well you are up? My mobile phone is here." He went to the bedroom to find it, didn't find it and returned to the living room, but saw Song Ju Han holding his chest and lean against the wall. His cell phone in hand, the pair of deep-eyed eyes, shot the biting cold and glared at him.

He Gu know what happened

"Looking for this?" Song Ju Han shook his mobile phone. "Are you not on a business trip? You also came back for a special purpose. Are you worried that you couldn't contact Zhuang Jie Yu."

He Gu brain froze, Song Ju Han went through his mobile phone.

   Song Ju Han bit his teeth and felt suffocating around the whole body, as if he could have a tangible blade and instantly pierced the body. "When did you get him? When I didn't know, were you two so intimate?" He opened the phone, "Little Monkey? Uncle He? Fuck, really fucking disgusting!" He threw the phone out and the fragile machine hit the wall and it was torn apart!

"Song Ju Han!" He Gu was angry, "I have very important things in my mobile phone, can you listen to my explanation first!"

"Explain." Song Ju Han squinted dangerously, staring at He gu. "The last time I drank too much, you didn't explain it to me. I am not drunk right now and I will give you an opportunity to explain how you got to know how to contact that Zhuang. How was this going to develop? During this time, you are getting colder and colder to me. Is it because of this man!"

"No!" He Gu didn't shy away, "We accidentally met, have a common friend, he likes to joke with me, just like this!"

"Let your mother's hear this fu*king nonsense! When am I so stupid that you think I will believe this kind of ghost! Is it a joke or a bad joke? - You're a slut you can't see it? Zhuang Jie Yu first seduce you? Are you very good at him? Have you slept with him?"

He Gu took a deep breath and reluctantly suppress his own turbulent emotions? He said: "No, nothing happened."

"No?" Song Ju smiled coldly. "Do you know that he is a bottom? 'No', that's because you don't know how to use your penis. Also, you have been fucked by me for so many years. - Do you even know how to fuck anyone else."

He Gu turned a deaf ear to his sarcasm. He looked at Song Ju Han coldly and the words escaped without brain filter: "Ju Han, first of all, whether it is Feng Zheng, Gu Qing Pei then Zhuang Jie Yu, between me and them. I was clear and plain, I want to ask you now, I will ask you from the very root of this matter, what rights do you have to control who I am with and who I sleep with?!"

   The words fell like sharp blades on the body, then cold coat, also changed to a fierce end of the broken body, He Gu felt his heart squeezed by pain, almost painful that he can not stand straight, his hands trembled the brain became dizzy, the line of sight was a little blurred.

   He said it, he really said it, how many times did he want to speak this sentence he just said, he was holding back. He knows that he is unfair, but he dare not refute it, because when he says it, the relationship between him and Song Ju Han may come to an end.

But he really said it, maybe he had regretted it for a moment, but he has no way out.

Song Ju Han's eyes straightened: "What the hell are you talking about? Say it again?"

He Gu didn't have the courage to say it again, he could only hold his lips and wait for Song Ju Han's verdict.

"I don't have the right to control you?" Song Ju Han was like a beast that was forced to rush. He crossed the two steps in the direction of He Gu. He Gu instinctively step back two steps, he stopped again and turned in the same place another circle, as if the whole person wants to explode, the fist clenched and finally, he picked up the chair and threw it toward the row of shelves on the wall!

There was a loud noise and the things above fell to the ground and the scene suddenly became insane.

"I don't have the right to control you?!" Song Ju Han pointed out at what reason, " Is your brain getting sick? Do you know how many people Zhuang Jie Yu has slept with? He Gu are you so lonely? Is it me? I should do you everytime till you can't move on the bed!"

"Enough!" He Gu eyes went red, the voice is not shaking, "How many people have you slept with?!"

"I am like you! Have you seen a few people? If you hook it up, you can't wait to bite it. You haven't even worn a condom in this life."

"Song Ju Han, you're too much!"

"How am I too much? You are afraid to come to control me!" Song Ju Han was really anxious and angry.

"You are the one trying to control me, so I can't control you!"

"Yes!" Song Ju Han's beautiful face was twisted and scared at this time. "Yes, that's it. If you are not satisfied, then pack and fuck off. Who is so good to me? This time, I have endured you fu*king and your shameless face! Your face is a little funny and you are tired of seeing me. I've been tired of you for so many years, you're now wanting to get out it's a good thing for me!"

He Gu was trembling, his legs were soft and almost unstable, he barely pinched his last dignity, step by step he walked to the wall, picked up the ragged mobile phone and then walked to the door step by step.

  After leaving Song Ju Han's side, Song Ju Han suddenly saw the fierce light, he grabbed his collar and pressed the man to the wall. Song Ju Han voice screamed: "Remember to tell your little monkey, there is no chance to continue on that TV series, maybe you and he should you and go back to your hometown."

He Gu grabbed his hand and bite his teeth: "You don't have to do this."

Zhuang Jie Yu is a 19-year-old child who is alone in the big capital of Beijing. How hard and difficult it is if he doesn't have any money or work, needless to say, Song Ju Han can block all his roads with one sentence.

"Do you feel bad?" Song Ju Han was so angry that he wanted to eat him alive. "I warned him, warned that he should not touch you. He dared to confront me and he should bear the consequences."

After that, he pushed He Gu outside

He Gu held his fist and knows that he could do nothing. He couldn't even protect himself. He could only rush out of the door before he broke into pieces.

At the moment when the door was closed, he heard the sound of the house being demolished and the clashes vibrations full of anger.




He Gu held the wall and stood up

Has it ended?

Has it ended?

Is it really over?

He kept asking himself in his heart, but there was a small voice refuting.

No, after more than six years, the two people have formed something unbreakable, as if they should have been like it, as if .....they would always be so... So, how come it ended?

No, ......

If he goes in now to apologize? If he explains it clearly? in case……

He Gu raised his hand and gave himself a slap in the face.

Let's go, why not leave here and end it all.

But his footsteps were difficult to move, as if he is going out of here, he will have to leave his life.

Song Ju Han, he wanted to leave Song Ju Han, he wants to leave Song Ju Han! The one who occupies the most parts of his life.

He can't touch him anymore? Can't hug him, kiss him, stare at him again? There will be no Song Ju Han in his life again?

No... Can he do it? Can he live without Song Ju Han?

He Gu heart felt painful, slowly sliding down the wall.

   The sound of the room stopped, He Gu put his ear against the wall, as if he can hear the breath of Song Ju Han, he can feel his existence.

Perhaps this is the most recent break in his life from Song Ju Han, he did not have the courage to leave.

But he must leave.

He simply tried to breathe a few big mouthfuls and then barely propped up his body, step by step moving away from Song Ju Han...

It's as difficult as walking, just like every step he has taken in more than six years.

He Gu went home. He was in a bad state. He couldn't work. He put the simcard on the spare mobile phone. He called the boss and said that he was ill and temporarily changed the meeting schedule.

Then he curled up in bed and repeatedly played back what happened this morning.

The more you think about it the more painful it is, the more you think about it, the more you can't figure it out. 

He Gu can't figure it out. If love is such a wonderful thing for a person and why it can bring such great despair at the same time.

He Gu couldn't love..... just keep the good part, not the blood in the honey.

Perhaps because his love is not worthy of being called love, he is just wishful thinking.

Falling asleep, He Gu had a particularly ferocious dream, he has been running away in his dreams and he is still tired than awake.

In the daytime, he heard the sound of knocking on the door. He woke up from his dreams and his brain had not reacted. The body stumbled from the bed and ran to open the door.

Outside the door was Zhuang Jie Yu.

He Gu looked at Zhuang Jie Yu, who is red-eyed and his heart was numb.

Zhuang Jie Yu was flat and his face looked wronged.

He Gu sighed and was at a loss of words.

Zhuang Jie Yu pulled up his hand and placed it on his head. He then came over and touched it.

Zhuang Jie Yu came up to hug him, He Gu shoot his back and whispered: "Don't start."

Zhuang Jie Yu said without hatefulness; "You can't really understand my style."

He Gu let him in.

"I am hungry." Zhuang Jie Yu sat on the sofa and mourned twice. "I am so miserable. I have offended the entertainment circle god. I can't get any work. I am going to die."

"Could you not yell." He Gu lick your temples and have a headache.

"I am hungry." Zhuang Jie Yu screamed in a bird-like voice.

   He Gu really had no strength to cook, he burned the pot of boiling water and gave him a bowl of instant noodles.

Zhuang Jie Yu chose to pick it up with chopsticks: "This heat is very high." After a big swallowd

He Gu has restored his calm then numbness, he looked at Zhuang Jie Yu and said: "He warned you not to approach me, why do you want to approach me."

Zhuang Jie Yu sucked his nose: "I thought he wouldn't know. Besides, I think... it's no big deal. Why the fuck is he so stingy? He doesn't lose money, I want to sleep with you. We haven't slept yet!"




He Gu doesn't know a child of this age who do not consider the consequences, do fun stuff all the time and Zhuang Jie Yu is right, this isn't a big deal.

Zhuang Jie Yu sucked a snot to his nose and slammed a noodle. "I don't know what to do, I am so embarrassed." Zhuang Jie Yu rubbed his fingers with chopsticks. "My credit card owes tens of thousands. It..."

"What are you going to do?" He Gu said nothing more.

"I don't know..." Zhuang Jie Yu grabbed his hair. "Actually, my family is quite rich, but my dad, because I am gay, kicked me out. I want to mix up in famous people hall to show him off and let him regret it..."

 Speaking of the sad place, Zhuang Jie Yu mind started to take another ride. "I definitely won't go home. I will just rather go and sell myself and I won't ask him."

He Gu sighed: "You might as well find a job."

"What will I do, I only look good and can act." Zhuang Jie Yu bite the noodles again. "Forget it, I don't want to think about it any more. I will go to the boss when I go down. Song Ju Han is not a one-handed one. I should be able to make in another company. Hey? Or I could just go to the Taobao store, I can be a model myself, but ehonid going to buy it..."

   He Gu looked at Zhuang Jie Yu's ignorance and he was envious in his heart this man was young enough not to be afraid of making mistakes.

Zhuang Jie Yu had finished eating a mouthful of mouth and said that he was too tired to rest. He Gu was he helpless. There was only one bedroom in the house. He looked at Zhuang Jie Yu so pitiful and he was too embarrassed to stop him.

Zhuang Jie Yu took off his clothes and got into the quilt, revealing a long leg and looked pitifully: "Uncle, you have to be gentle to others."

He Gu turned and left.

"This fuck...he too has no face! Have sympathy!" Zhuang Jie Yu was so angry that he grabbed the pillow and threw it to He Gu.

He Gu went back to the living room, put his body in the sofa, looked at the front and his eyes were empty and the whole person had no strength at all.

Until now, he still can't believe that he and Song Ju Han are over.

Song Ju Han did not say that it is over...

Maybe, maybe there is still a little room?

He Gu closed his eyes and felt a splitting headache.

He deliberately alienated Song Ju Han, so he could have a little pain when he left on that day, but when that day really came, he just wanted to escape.

How can people be so contradictory, so embarrassing.

Song Ju Han's eyes and every word he said were as tempered knife. He didn't know what to do.

Just so stunned at night, Zhuang Jie Yu, who had a good night's sleep, still wanted to stay there for the night. He said that he was blocked by Song Ju Han once he slept with He Gu. It's too bad, so he's going to be a traitor--- Sitting on the ground before even sleeping with the man.

He Gu has no energy to deal with anyone, anything and he feels that his will seemed to be abolished.

He spent three days in this way, pulling himself back to reality, then Xiao Song's phone came.

When he saw the caller ID, he shook hands. The phone call was like a trial. As a result, he will know immediately.

He swelled his courage and connected the phone, his voice hoarse and said, "Hey?"

"What the hell." Xiao Song asked carefully, "Are you alright?"

He Gu never put on a slight weakness in front of people, but whispered: "Not good."

"I know... Hey, you tell me how did you mix with Zhuang Jie Yu? That man is heartless and can't be serious about you."

"For the last time I have nothing going on with him." He Gu closed his eyes, he tried to isolate the senses, just to make his hearing more sensitive, he was afraid to miss every word that Xiao Song said and the tone of the word and the meaning behind it.

"I believe in you, you and him, I really don't think you can go together, but Song Ju Han jealousy is so strong, these days I have eaten gunpowder, even his relatives won't dare to go near him, they're scared like the hawk birdd." Xiao Song said with a lingering heart.

He Gu was tired and said: "What did he say?"

"He didn't say anything, but your business, as long as I ask, he will basically tell me, in fact, Brother Han did not want to break with you, really, I know that Brother Han is very affectionate to you."

"Is he." He Gu heart felt no ups and downs.

"Really, you two arekilling people."

"Xiao Song, you have always comforted me. It is as if he cares about me. In fact, what you see is the out appearance. Do you know how many years have I been with him? For almost seven years, I may know him better than his parents. "

"Brother, sometimes I think that I know a person very well, it is easier to get into the pre-emptive misunderstanding and things will be even more misunderstood."

"…… Really."

"Hey, do you remember your last birthday? We forgot all about it. Later, when you called me, I suddenly remembered it and told Brother Han. We had a very important reality show that afternoon, one minute to the show. Eighty thousand ah, a breach of contract of one million, Brother Han was very dedicated, and he did scrape it saying that he promised to accompany you on your birthday."

He Gu opened his eyes and the heart finally got some ups and downs: "Really..."

"Really, Song He was mad at this thing. Brother Han wouldn't let me tell you and the last time we went to Saipan, it was also Brother Han who forced me to call you. He always thought of you. In fact, Brother Han... Although Brother Han is a bit romantic, but he is absolutely the best person for you, I will tell you the truth, don't yell at me, I say this in private... I think you are the right person for him."

He Gu face had a bitter smile, just feel that the skin is tight: "Xiao Song, you said this is to guilty me."

"I'm sorry, sorry, my brother, I really don't mean anything. I just think that I know a lot about Brother Han. He usually has all kinds of maturity, but as soon as he touches something related to you, his IQ will plummet. You believe me, Brother Han doesn't want to break with you, he is angry. Today is my birthday, you enjoy a party, Brother Han will come, let your two explain the misunderstanding, it will be fine, okay. "

He Gu was silent. If he went, he is afraid that he will humiliate himself. If he does not go, I am afraid he will regret his life.

"Brother, come on, please, just give me a face, just have pity, I work hard to please my wife. Really brother, as long as you have a harmonious relationship, Brother Han will be okay on the job, the work will be smooth, as long as you and him are awkward, Brother Han is like a gunpowder bucket that is walking near an open fire. I know my doglegs. Don't you know me. I beg you come on, come here, come."

He Gu took a deep breath: "Well, I will go."

Just give yourself the last chance, just see Song Ju Han side for one last time just as a deadly love for ten years then draw a finished ending.

   He knows that he and Song Ju Han have gone too far and can't go back. He doesn't expect to be reconciled with Song Ju Han. He just wants to meet Song Ju Han, simply seeing him then seeing him later, He Gu is afraid he can only see him on TV.

He Gu cleaned up and went out.

At the door of the hotel, he called Xiao Song and asked which box he was in, Xiao Song said went to pick him up.

In a short while, Xiao Song ran out, grabbed his arm like a man who seen his savior and looked at the savior and he shed tears: "Brother, thank you for coming."

"Nothing, don't thank me."

Xiao Song was afraid of his remorse. He grabbed him and went inside: "Brother Han hasn't arrived yet. I have to greet other people and I will let my girlfriend accompany you. She is funny."

"Ok."




The two walked side by side, but did not want to meet unexpected people - Peng Fang and Yuan Yang.

"Hey, this is not the reason and Xiao Song, I say that Beijing is indeed a small city, wherever you go you can touch hands with acquaintances." Peng put his elbow and hit Yuan Yang, "Remember, last time we had a drink together."

Yuan Yang obviously did not remember, He Gu nodded and smiled, it is a greeting, it seems that this Young Master is in a good mood today.

"Peng, Yuan, come to eat." Xiao Song said that he took a cigarette. "You and He Gu also know each other."

"No, he knows a lot of people."

"General Peng, hello." He Gu shook hands with him.

"What are you doing here?"

"Xiao Song birthday."

"Hey, its this kid's birthday." Peng pinched Xiao Song's neck. "Happy birthday, come to my winery next time, i will give you a free list."

"Thank you, Mr. Peng." Xiao Song said with a smile. "Then you talk first, I have to say hello to others, He Gu, brother, 203 boxes."

"Well, let's go first."

After Xiao Song left, Peng released curiously: "How do you know Song Ju Han's assistant?"

"Oh, I am alumni with Song Ju Han."

"No wonder, then, that Feng Zheng knows that you know Song Ju Han?"

"I know."

"Hey." Peng put a smile on his face and he looked at Yuan Yang, "I am interested."

Yuan Yang white eyes gave him a look: "Just a gossip."

He Gu faintly smelled something: "What's wrong? Is there any problem?"

Peng Fang's face squinted mysteriously: "You don't know? Let me reveal a little gossip, Song Ju Han and Feng Zheng used to date before."

He Gu eyes popped and this voice slammed into his mind..... Everything going blank. 

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