Miracle of a Teddy Bear English Fan
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Miracle of a Teddy Bear English Fan
Translation, Chapter 10: Princess Thep Krasattri was kidnapped.
Princess Thep Krasattri (Thai: เทพกษัตรีย์) or Thep Kaset Chao (Thai: เทพกษัตรเจ้า), Siamese princess, was the fifth child and third daughter of
King Maha Chakkraphat and Queen Suriyothai. She married the King of Lan Xang, Setthathirath.
Once
upon a time, a long time ago.
On
a gloomy day when the cold wind begins to blow. the cold wind which reminds us
of a sweet love story and at the same time it causes sickness until we are not
sure of what is going on in our lives. Indeed, love affairs can be counted as
another non-miraculous sickness.
Early
that winter, the old lady of the end of an alley house in the Choipi Soi caught
a serious illness, she called her granddaughter for help but that number turned
out to be calling someone else to meet him.
When
she woke up in the hospital, the first sight she saw was her granddaughter
sitting next to a dark-skinned stranger and I had a banyan root, beside her.
Behind this there was a bag of apples, whose owner revealed a broad smile that
made the square face look bright.
‘Grandma
probably doesn’t remember me.’
‘Grandma.’
The granddaughter grabbed her arm and answered, “Khun Saen was the one who
helped bring you to the hospital. Grandma, that day you got sick and made the
wrong call. Fortunately, Khun Saen was there to help.
‘Oh’,
She nodded without realizing it but what she noticed was the twinkling eyes of
a young man looking at his grown-up granddaughter alone.
At
that time, the back door opened and a new person came in and this young man had
the same face as the person who Mathana’s grandmother called Khun Saen. If only
the new coming person body seemed bigger and stronger, besides he looked at her
granddaughter with eyes that were sweet.
‘Oh,
Grandma woke up.” After seeing the old woman opening her eyes, the man raised
his hand to pay homage. ‘Grandma, do you like apples? I bought it for you.’
Only
when her eyebrows turned to her granddaughter, Mathana’s grandmother smiled
slightly. Khun Sibmun is Khun Saen’s twin who rode in the car together when
they went and helped Grandma.
During
the hard years of Madam Mathana, the Ford Cortina drove her and Grandma in and
out of the Choipi Soi more often. Saen Burarat was the driver and on seat
beside him in front is Sibmun, who sat with his shoulders straight up like a
military man.
While
Saen is a good-humored young man, works as an assistant production manager in a
salad dressing factory in Ratchaburi province. Sibmun graduated from Military
Preparatory School, Class 10 and Royal Military Academy Chula Chom Klao, Class
21 and then served as Deputy Commander of the Special Operations Squad under
the 1st Special Forces (Paratrooper) Division. This person is solemn, speaks
very little, loves to hang out with his friends, brothers and sisters at the
Erawan camp. It’s been a long time since he had been home to visit his parents
and twin brother in Bangkok.
While
his twin brother drive, he kept making stories to make the girl on the car
cheerful. Sibmun would be quiet and happy to see Madam Mathana smile and be
happier, even though the only spot her eyes were staring at was Saen who was
staring back through the rear-view mirror.
Sibmun
knows that he was too much but pretended not to know and was always in Saen’s
car just to be around the woman he loves. Saen was a little irritated, as he
and the younger siblings originally had different personalities that were far
from each other. Only seeing that Mathana was happy, Sibmun sat quietly and did
not intervene, asking for answers, whatever the others said. In the end, there
is no reason for Saen to prevent the younger brother from coming.
Madam
Mathana had always understood that Sibmun was an easygoing person and didn’t
want to join the conversation, until the day she started telling her stories
and hardships at work. So, the original understanding changed.
Thai
history is a subject where everyone in school praises the ability of a new
teacher like her but Madam Mathana said it, “It’s awkward as well. When it
comes to detailing our expertise, it’s something that even I myself question.”
Hmm?
Saen doesn’t understand.
She
explains. ‘Do you think that Thai people really migrated from Altai and do you
think that Bang Rachan, are willing to fight to the death to protect
Ayutthaya?’
‘And
if, isn’t it?’
The
woman sighed heavily and thought to herself how stupid she was to talk like
this to the assistant manager of the food factory.
Then
Saen burst out laughing, ‘It might take you a little more time to explain to me
but that’s okay, from now on, I’m happy to drive into Bangkok every Saturday
and Sunday.’
‘Where
did Thai people come from? Thai people may have originated from here and then
the Bang Rachan maybe did not fight anyone and fought themselves.’
Sibmun’s
input caused the Ford Cortina heading towards the MBK Shopping Center to quiet
down all of a sudden leaving only the sweet, sweet music that Madam Mathana
favored.
I’m
afraid of the words given to you that don’t appreciate you.
My
love had been steadfast for a long time.
I
give my heart to you, I’m not in the mood to love anyone.
That
was really almost the first time Madam Mathana stared at Sibmun full and eyes
full of wonder, his next words were smooth and there was no sign of even
‘showing’ his superiority.
‘History
then really isn’t an actual memoir of what happened, it’s a memory that has
been smeared with salt and then recounted for each individual’s reasons.’
From
that day on, the eyes that Saen looked at him had changed. Every time they have
an appointment with Madam Mathana, Saen will avoid letting Sibmun get in the
car, the latter doesn’t matter and even if only to say, ‘I’ll buy some apples
for grandma too.’
‘Grandma’s
getting worse and worse, she probably won’t be able to chew.’
‘She
likes them, here’s money.’
The
twins had more different opinions and later when Madam Mathana didn’t have
enough money to treat her grandmother’s illness yet she still had to save some
money to pay for the mortgage on the Choipi Soi house, that one. Saen was trying
to find for a way to help the woman he loved while Sibmun was more solemn and
decisive.
‘That
won’t help, Grandma will suffer more than if she keeps holding on and working
on many things at once, you and even yourself will suffer.’
Saen
doesn’t listen to this comment and especially when he thinks this is an
important way for him to win Madam Mathana’s affection more than Sibmun can!...
He asked for a loan from the owner of the salad dressing factory he worked for,
thanks to Saen’s work and at the request of the factory owner’s daughter he
finally got some money to help Madam Mathana but at the same time. This money
also became a condition that forced him to distance herself from her.
“My
father asked Saen to advise him on a number of tasks. At that time, I had just
graduated from Bangkok and did not like factory work in other provinces at all
but because of Saen’s vision helped develop the factory.”
A
new glass of red brew in the narrator’s hand began to cool off, the
condensation of the mist surrounding the glass condensed into water droplets.
Madam Satjaree took a few sips and continued: “I’m not a lovely person like
Madam Na and Saen wasn’t impressed with me at first but we had enough time to
learn the job while learning to know each other. Saen once said my best
advantage is that I am a person with perseverance. If I were Madam Na, I would
do whatever it takes to fix the problem on my own and accept the truth and
therefore would not and easily accept help from others. In the event that I
myself have nothing to exchange and especially if that person is someone who we
truly love, I would not allow him to suffer for himself.”
When
Saen gradually drifted away from the duty of debt to help Madam Mathana
herself. The woman he loved was spending time closer to Sibmun.
“I
understand Madam Na, Taohu. At that time in her life there were really a lot of
troubles and no one turned around to help her except Khun Sib, he was a solid
military officer and seemed to be a good dependency for her that made her
relationship between the two of them gradually developed into marriage and they
had Nong Nat and when Nong Nat was two years old, I married Saen.”
Being
a big-hearted, outspoken exponentially in the face of the 40’s economic crisis,
the Madam Satjaree family’s affairs began to falter and she had to sell many of
her possessions for even greater flexibility. In the end, she had to accept
other investors to join the management of the old factory, Saen had to resign
and go to a new job in the far north.
‘It
was a tragic story, one of the saddest and most painful times in my life, I had
to endure seeing my own factory fall under someone else’s management. When I
moved with Saen, I was suffering again and I had to sit and see him use the
abilities that we have accumulated and learned together to create prosperity in
someone’s else’s business. At that time, I heard that Khun Sib was going to buy
a single house in the old area of Bangkok
but the location was good and the price was very good. So, I asked him to
contact me after I spent my savings buying the house here and then moved here.
Madam
Satjaree said that at the beginning her husband was wondering why she wanted a
house next to his younger twin brother. She gave her own reasons and stated
that Sibmun’s family probably wouldn’t come to live here, he probably intended
to buy it as an investment. Everything went as planned and no one would think
that years later after Sibmun died, his son Nat would decide to move in next
door. Madam Satjaree herself did not panic with her husband’s ex-lover, even
though she found that Madam Mathana had the delusion that her husbands who was
deceased was Saen. Saen then became the person who is uncomfortable... He did
not want to come home often because of this so he decided to take up a consulting
job in Chiang Mai.
miraculous,
n. miracle or miraculous
a.
to do things that normally cannot be done.
Sorry,
I can’t really answer you whether what happened to our Bear at this time could
be called a miracle or never told you that. I haven’t finished majoring in Thai
language, maybe it’s not a miracle because even though what happened looks
amazing as well but it’s a miracle that turns everything upside down.
Taohu
felt like suddenly the world was weird... Like the ceiling above his head was
the abyss, the sides of the lid switched from right to left and everything
looked wrong.
The
world around him is like a cylinder of fate and is being rotated to reveal
secrets one by one, an old picture flashed in Taohu’s head. Every word of Madam
Mathana, Madam Mathana who saw her husband in the air and who easily understood
that Taohu was an alien Little Prince and every word and every gesture of Phii
Nat.
‘Mom,
will you stop!’
Finally,
Phii Nat’s fury exploded in the middle of his head again. It was an explosion
that seemed to open up everything from the closed nooks and crannies.
Yes! It is now clear what Phii Nat
really means, what he wants his mother to ‘stop’ doing. Taohu now knew why Phii
Nat pretends not to know and he didn’t want to talk to his mother and why last
night Phii Nat cried so hard and needed someone’s hug the most.
Madam
Satjaree stared at him and asked, “Taohu must have understood the whole thing
by now, right?”
The
Bear remained silent and could not answer that he understood because he still
did not seem to understand, such a small understanding of the huge lump of
incomprehension beneath.
Why?
Why did the Auntie turn her husband’s story in that direction? Why did she get
rid of her own enormous memory!?
Because
he was so obsessed with that question Taohu had little idea what was going on
with himself or what he was doing, even if the virtual face could be cut off
and replaced, he wouldn’t notice. Beside the bottom drawer of the pantry and at
that moment the body’s perceptual sediment gradually crept in, towards the
heart from all directions, starting slowly and then accelerating. Every piece
embroidered on his heart was as intense as a needle, each tear calling for
blood and pain until his face twitched, tears rolling down his eyes.
That
water seems to remove the feeling of doubt and lighten the eyes as to why, why
some memory might be lost by someone.
Maybe
because some wounds are too painful, we want them to be lost.
Some
mistakes are so great that we don’t want them to ever happen, “Little Prince,
Little Prince.”
Taohu
woke up again, not because of the call but a touch on the back of his arm. When
he blinks his eyes... He found that Madam Mathana came to a stop in front of
him when he came back.
Madam
Mathana eyes widened in anticipation... He could see her mouth moving as if
saying something but the stuffy sound in his ears drowned out all the noise.
Until he shook his head a little, there was the sound of his surroundings
returning.
“Have
you met Khun Uncle, what did he say?”
“I...
I....” The person being asked felt like he was holding another large guilt in
the middle of his chest, melting into another flavor in his throat and he
didn’t know what to say. How can the Auntie not regret it or should he continue
lying?
At
that moment and the distracted eyes focus, a clear sight behind the Auntie
appears. Phii Nat stood still in the small kitchen behind the pantry area,
quite dark as it was quite a distance from the front of the house. Still, Taohu
could clearly see that the expression on his face was somewhat let down.
The
little bear swallowed his saliva, seized the plot, and decided to answer Madam
Mathana, “I haven’t met Khun Uncle yet.”
“Oh
Husband.” The other party immediately burst into tears and still tried to hold
back and regain consciousness, “I will try calling him again.”
A
fat figure in a robe turns to pick up a mobile phone. Taohu moved closer to the
living room and had to stop by the sound of Phii Nat.
“Where
have you been?” His voice was clear and gloomy.
Taohu’s
distraught eyes closed so once again the image of Khun Right Slipper appeared to the eyes of someone who was not
sleeping but pretended to open his eyes and looked to one side.
“I
want to ask where did you go?” Phii Nat tried to drown out the emotion in his
tone of voice but because of the ‘effort’, it showed that what was underneath
was quite serious.
He
was having a hard time finding the answer back and forth. Now it wasn’t just in
the cotton that the bitter taste reached Taohu’s lips.
He
doesn’t know if Phii Nat saw him as he walked back to the fence or not sure if
he saw it, what would Phii Nat think. Taohu had once understood that a woman
named Miss Uma was horrible because she caused the Auntie to become without
confidence and withered. Even now, even thinking that that person was not
dangerous but Phii Nat would think the same as him?
Finally,
Taohu replied in a hoarse voice, “I... had gone to talk to Madam Chan next
door.”
For
some reason, Khun Right Slipper
twitched the corners of his mouth a little, as if to scoff at his words.
Phii
Nat’s voice drew his gaze back, “Do you know who he is?” Taohu nodded, “I just
got to know.”
with
hesitation... He pursed his lips and didn’t want to ask at all because he knew
that he might make Phii Nat even more upset but in the end his reluctance was
still more powerful, “Phii Nat, why did the Auntie do that?”
“What
is that number?” Madam Mathana groaned. After scrolling through the mobile
phone screen for a while.
Phii
Nat was still breathing loudly, trying to suppress his feelings and his new
eyes and voice were still full of feelings.
“The
one who knows best, is the one who did it all!”
“Nat,
son? I can’t find your father’s number, I ask.”
As
soon as the mother finished speaking, the tall and skinny figure of the son
flickered back and hurriedly climbed the stairs to the upper floor with taut
steps.
“Ah...Ah?”
The mother was puzzled. When there was no help left, he took a busy step
forward and bowed open in the closet close to her instead, “Are there any
notes?”
“Poor
Bear!”
Taohu
was startled when Missus Sofa
suddenly made a noise.
He
looked down at the person in disbelief, “Ah... what is it?”
“You
didn’t know that Nong Nat, Don’t Like, Grandma Aunt Next Door to Mach Chee Pak
Xia, when did she come to Dis House in the past? Nong Nat sat down and just
wanted to get kicked her out every second.” [1] Missus Sofa is trying to speak
Thai-engrish
“Aunt
Chan is it!?” Taohu was baffled, still can’t see why the elderly woman next
door shouldn’t be close to her sister-in-law?
“Off,
course! The F-Body downstairs is known to everyone.” The speech did not target
anyone but the voice sounded like it was trying to target someone, “Aila wants
to know, really, which way is he planning to fool you into there?”
“Huh?
Who?”
“Who
is it, the one who pretended to lose the Grandma Screen wallet until Nong Nat
got mad, Yuno?”
Missus Sofa remained silent but her eyes
accused someone on the left as though she were to announce who she was
referring to.
Khun Right Slipper who was the only one there
suddenly spoke in a tight voice, “So, what does that have to do with me, I
don’t know.
“I
haven’t even commented on you yet, hello? who’s self-snitching!”
Madam
Mathana’s Mobile Telephone, placed by the owner on the guest table, exclaimed in
monotone and space, her typical robot talking-and gesturing-likely, “Have to
ask-I I know what you-mean.”
Missus Sofa replied with a laugh, “That’s
Fine! Let Me Be Frank with You Sandal! You plot to hide Grandma Screen’s wallet
to frame Barry(bear). Right!? and make Nong Nat understand that Barry is a
thief, so he could get Mad At Him and finally kick him out of the house because
you’re mad at Hee for making your girl disappear from here!”
“The
view of the super-egos!” Khun Right
Slipper sneered a bit, “Didn’t you realize that what was built was your own
norm to measure others, your world was driven in a blur, being overshadowed by
the myths of the elite to the point of having no self-substance? both the core
and the sapwood.”
“Spuk
Human Language Please”
“If
you are going to make an accusation against someone else, please come up with
concrete evidence and do not further underscore the collapse of logic in this
house.”
“Khun Right Slipper is right; you can’t accuse anyone
without evidence.”
“It’s
really not surprising, the productivity of a predecessor like you can’t
synthesize anything further. You are a middle-class brand who tries to
replicate the high-class brand, that does not make you look pricier or real and
you don’t have to try to make it difficult to translate Thai words into
English.”
“Hey!
Shut your big talk!” Missus Sofa
suddenly squealed but the other party wouldn’t listen, “And the class you
actually referenced in the end would just use you and abandon you.”
“You
R A Fakking Idiad (idiot)!”
“Everyone
has enough.”
“With
a Mount Pool of Chit!”
“Little
Prince, what do you say?”
“No...
nothing.”
“However,
the nature of the elite can’t be solved, that is their nature of always doing
this to anyone, including my Little Prince! It’s to revolutionize authoritarianism.
Even though I hadn’t resorted to such ludicrous tactics because it was
discriminating against just the person but still undertaking the system!”
“The
word ‘authoritarianism.’ is so sealed in Khun
Right Slipper’s head that this freaking sandal spits out almost every time,
because you know what?!” Finally, Missus
Sofa became so furious that she couldn’t use the Thai English words anymore
and everyone, even Khun Right Slipper
himself, was stunned.
“It’s
because of you think that you hate ‘Authoritarianism’ you have never
‘undertake’ anyone rights without their permission!” The person spoke
deliberately into his voice and stingingly imitated the disputing party’s
words.
“I
don’t know what you are talking about? in what way have I been an authoritarian.”
Khun Right Slipper asked calmly but
his tone was still arrogant.
“How
many times does your wife sit and watch soap operas and you came and suddenly
changed the channel? I didn’t see you asking her if she wanted to see the news
or what the hell you were into? too!”
“Little
Prince was the one who wanted.”
“You
are the one who wanted to it! But your wife has never told you once that she
wanted to watch news. So, if you think carefully, you’ll remember that every
time you switch channels, your wife will eventually go back to sleep and sleep
quietly. A person who declares himself a democracy, listens to the voices of
others! Even if he loves his wife, he shuts her mouth and doesn’t allow her to
argue but hates others because he argues he is for democracy while practicing
authoritarianism. Until then, I will argue with that person all the time!
Democracy father who doesn’t like people to see things differently!”
“Hey,
it’s true-sometimes you-you-still jump on the table-make the
wrong-press-me-instead-remote-right.”
It
seems that this fact caused Khun Right
Slipper to be defeated and he was gaping lips slowly closing and turning
away, closing his eyes as he is going back to sleep.
“Stealing
other people’s rights is stealing too. So, how can you believe that you didn’t
steal the Grandma Screen wallet to slander Taohu as being a thief!” Missus Sofa slammed and Madam Mathana
cried out.
“Right
there!”
Looks
like Phii Nat’s mother has found what he’s looking for and a plump figure in a
robe dress so quickly stepped straight towards Taohu and whispered, “This shirt
is pretty? Little Prince and Nat bought them new?”
the
Bear didn’t even reply, no, the Auntie was the one who picked it for me.
The questioner lowered her body onto Missus
Sofa, picked up the original novel and opened it and the eyes behind the
glasses began to sweep across the page. 112.
Several
hours later, Phii Nat was still in the bedroom. the Auntie put down the book
and went for a walk in the park to sit and wait for Khun Uncle. Taohu himself
brought Grandma-Vacuum Cleaner out to clean the house because today he was so
busy looking for Miss Left Slipper that he hadn’t done the housework yet.
When
removing the waste tray from the abdomen, the grandma-Vacuum Cleaner comes out and throws it away. The Bear
caught sight of something in the big trash can behind his house. He was stuck
in a nook if only the lower trash bag had folded a bit and the owner of this
thing had probably already thrown it.
Taohu
picked it up, its shape and touch were evident.
Madam
Mathana wallet!
The
heart that had been beating for a long time began to tremble. This may be
important evidence for settlement of disputes in the home. This trash can
behind the house was a big trash can and its height reached Taohu’s waist which
was already quite tall. Besides that, the wallet was so packed that it was
difficult for Khun Right Slipper to
drag it out. Especially the gun oil that came up and dropped into a tank that
was as high as you could see.
His
intentions changed after his white hand opened the wallet.
Taohu
had seen this wallet before. Although Madam Mathana never brought out the money
to spend, when Phii Nat gave her money, she would keep every baht and every
satang in here. Normally, apart from money, ID card and credit card, Madam
Mathana didn’t put anything else, not even a photo of her face but today in the
clear plastic box at the end of the page appears a picture of a man. Taohu saw
his face a few hours ago.
It’s
a photo of Khun Uncle! Khun Uncle Sibmun Burarat.
Even
though they look the same, their facial sharpness is different enough to be
easily distinguished by some fuss. Taohu used a towel to wipe it clean and
brought it up to knock on the door to call Phii Nat in front of the bedroom.
“What
do you want?” The face of the person who stepped in to open the door was still
not good.
“I
found Auntie’s money wallet.” Taohu said and showed.
Phii
Nat raised one corner of his mouth slightly, it wasn’t a smile, if it was a
smile, it was a bitter smile, “Take it to mother! Why did you come to tell me?”
Before
his owner pulls the door shut. Taohu was quick to say, “I found it in the
trash, Phii Nat.”
The
door slammed into that person’s hand.
While
Phii Nat hasn’t turned around yet. Taohu took a deep breath, decided to ask,
“Phii Nat, you’re the one who put this picture of Uncle Sib in here, right?”
The initial answer was Phii Nat’s own glistening and mocking eyes that mocked
the pain inside!
“So...as
soon as she saw it, mother couldn’t take it, she quickly threw it away!”
“And
the Auntie erased the present memories.”
The
child shrugged, eyes glittering because of the wetness and before Taohu could
see more. Phii Nat threw the doors and the door slammed shut, there was a bang
as if to smash the pictures of the days before that cascaded in a mess in
Taohu’s memories back and then and crashed behind his pupils again. A picture
of the Auntie trembling in fear and insecurity, in her hand holding a washing
machine plug as she stalks her missing husband.
‘Mom,
will you please stop!’
Phii
Nat’s voice echoed in his head, as Taohu’s tall figure stumbled down the stairs
to the ground floor, still holding an old wallet in his hand. As he reached the
living room area, he spoke in a dry voice, “Everyone, I have something to say.”
Even
though he said that, his eyes were fixed mainly on Khun Right Slipper who was still lying in the same position.
“What
is it?” asked Khun Mobile Telephone
holder of Madam Mathana when he saw the other items and turned his attention to
it and Missus Sofa included.
“I
found Auntie’s wallet and it’s in the trash.”
“Is
that a skill?”
“It’s
not Khun Right Slipper!” Taohu
raised an unprecedented retort.
Even
Missus Sofa was shocked.
The
Bear tried to hold his breath yet and his last breath was still trembling with
sobbing and his face began to sting, heat in his eyes.
“You...
Khun Right Slipper didn’t take it,
we’re all slandering him in spite of his loss...”
Grandma-Vacuum Cleaner, who was left at the dining
table, seemed to understand most of his feelings even though she had been kept
in a dark room and could barely see anything.
“Taohu-kun,
you’re not the one to blame for this. He’s right as you said and no one should
blame anyone, you shouldn’t blame yourself either.”
Taohu
wiped away sobbing tears, “I thank Missus
Sofa for being so kind and worried about me but... But this time we owe an
apology to Khun Right Slipper. Just
now, I went up and asked Phii Nat. Phii Nat himself knows... Phii Nat also knew
that the person who left the wallet was the Auntie because the Auntie couldn’t
accept it, Phii Nat secretly put a picture of her husband in here.”
Everything
fell silent and everyone must have been shocked by his mood and shocked by the
truth he had answered. Missus Sofa
closed her eyes the other way, her eyelids rolled down so much that she was
about to close her eyes and there was no word as always, until Madam Mathana’s Mrs. Mobile phone asked, “Why does Nong
Nat and his mother have to-do that?”
Taohu
turned to look at Khun Right Slipper
who had not come out of his sleep and his gaze returned to Missus Sofa again, “Aunt Chan is the same thing, I don’t think we
should slander anyone else.”
Without
waiting for objection or response, the Bear averted the sight in front of him
heading back up the stairs, there was the last sound he heard behind him, “I
just... why are Madam Mathana and Nong Nat doing this?”
The
Bear knelt down in the corridor on the second floor as if suddenly he was
exhausted. It was late in the evening and the area had almost no openings and
windows and when the light was not on it was quite dim. But what made him
unable to see anything around him was more likely because of the gleam of
tears.
Phii
Nat could hear his cry and soon the door to his bedroom was drawn, a thin
figure squatted down to stare at his face firmly.
Taohu
looked through the canal of tears and tried to hold back if he hadn’t sobbed.
“Pa...
Phii Nat huh... Is it because it hurts like this? Because the memory hurts like
this. Phii Nat is so closed that you don’t know how to get the stuff inside out
and use it again.”
Probably
because that question cut off his owner’s feelings as well, when Phii Nat used
both hands to support Taohu’s cheeks and his hands were sharp, trembling and
the inside of Phii Nat’s eyes were wet.
“Why...
is it so difficult to be a human being?”
“Some
things we can’t go back and fix, we might just have to let it go.” Phii Nat
pursed his lips for a moment and sniffed and made a slap-like sound. In the
nostrils flooded with tears, Phii Nat’s glowing red nose wings fluttered after
it was evident that it took a lot of effort not to let the mouth and chin
tremble when the next sentence was said.
“But
we can still create a new one, so can you help create new memories Taohu?”
There
were no words and all the masses of feelings packed into Taohu’s chest let it
out as he leaned forward, supporting Phii Nat’s face into a kiss. The kiss was
so intense that the pain between each other gradually healed in the last light
that almost no one could see.
A
little later Phii Nat withdrew his face a little further and whispered, “In my
room.”
Taohu
nodded silently.
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