True Star 《巨星 》 Ju Xing
True Star Chapter 133, Volume 2 the Budding Talent, Chapter 5: Consensus in the Night
Who's not afraid to die?
In the middle of the night, when my thoughts drift to the word "death", I can't help but count the years that I've stabbed myself, followed by a tightening of the chest and a cold back that makes me despair.
This is not a question of courage or not, sometimes it just comes from the instinct of human beings to resist darkness and death, but more from people's attachment to real life, which is probably the reason why Tang Feng left peacefully in his past life, because of the lack of attachment in life, and also in dreams or countless nights imagined the moment he left.
There are just some regrets.
Regretted the lack of some emotion in his life.
In the middle of the night, Tang Feng woke up from the dream of Castor. From the time of his rebirth to now, this is still the first time, he saw in the dream that when he was small, the horrible thing was that he had been locked in the orphanage all his life and could not get out, he stood in the empty room with no door, only a small iron window that he could not open.
The world got farther away from him, and he cried out and no one answered, and then he woke up.
Cold sweat and unsteady breath. "A slap can crawl a man out of his nerves." The palm of his hand rubbed his forehead, which was oozing a thin layer of sweat, Tang Feng fumbled in the darkness and quickly turned on the table lamp, the warm light was not sunlight but it could soothe his body like sunlight, he took a few deep breaths to wake himself up slightly.
The clock hanging on the wall pointed to 1:47 a.m. The surrounding silence and the one thing that could only be heard as his own breathing and the ticking of the clock, which was too silent to give him the feeling of being back in a dream himself.
His chest tightened, a coolness instantly reached the top of his head from the tail vertebrae, Tang Feng lifted the quilt and walked off the bed, he desperately wanted to push open the window to catch his breath, fortunately the window was not pitch black, looking from the balcony past was the night still paper-drunk city, light stars dotted like a broken moon sprinkled the ground.
With both hands gripping the railing hard, Tang Feng took a deep breath.
"Knock, knock." There was a crisp knock at the door, who was at his door at this hour?
Charles, or is it Lu Tian Chen?
When he arrived in Maine, Lu Tian Chen came with Charles, who said he was negotiating with a company in the United States, while the latter said his business was originally in the United States.
Tang Feng walked over and opened the door, and Charles, who had sleepy eyes and was still wearing a two-piece nightgown, and Lu Tian Chen, who had clear face ruffling his robe in his eyes, both stood in the doorway, and then at the moment Tang Feng pulled the door open, a certain two men simultaneously landed their eyes on Tang Feng.
Charles, who was still sleepwalking, was instantly awake, and Lu Tian Chen, who was already awake, his eyes became brighter and brighter.
Then Tang Feng looked down at himself and secretly cursed damn it, he didn't have any clothes on when he got straight out of bed, and ended up forgetting when he came to open the door, a man who was used to sleeping naked is now of course only a god to them bed sport men! He actually opened the door for Lu Tian Chen and Charles without his clothes on, and the two bastards were still staring at him with their barefaced eyes!
"Bang!" Although Tang Feng was already past the age of being shy without clothes, he still closed the door nonchalantly, quickly grabbed the black silk robe on the hanger and draped it over his head, thought about it as he walked to the door and folded it back to put his little pants back on.
Five minutes later he was no longer the only one in his room.
The current situation was a bit strange, Tang Feng pulled the collar of his shirt and leaned on the sofa in the room, his counterpart was Lu Tian Chen and Charles sitting side by side, the two men stared at him intently, he did not have a chill in his back now, but suddenly a bit creepy.
"Why aren't you guys asleep." Tang Feng knew that he was a bit stupid to ask this question, from Charles' silly look when he was sleepwalking just now, and from Lu Tian Chen's hair, which was as lucid as a bird's nest, he could guess that these two men were sleeping and waking up, but should they run to his room at the same time with such tacit understanding?
That said, the reason why the three men were in the same apartment had something to do with some agreement the three of them had made not long ago, externally, and to be precise, a false show to Albert.
The immersed Tang Feng almost forgot about it, but apparently Lu Tian Chen and Charles remembered it very well, and then they had the current situation of the three living together.
On working days Tang Feng would go to the set to shoot, Lu Tian Chen and Charles would go to their respective things, and then in the evening they would all come home for dinner, since none of them wanted to do it, and their dinners were all takeout orders. In fact, Charles had jumped to sign up to cook, but was sternly rejected by Tang Feng, who didn't want food poisoning.
"Oh, I do get sleepy, and I think instead of sitting around like that, we should just lie down in bed and continue sleeping." Charles said with a yawn, listlessly.
The "we" in his words certainly did not include Lu Tian Chen next to him.
"You're going to sleep with me?" Tang Feng pinched his brow, in fact he had the thought of lying in bed with someone after waking up, he didn't want to spend the rest of the night by himself, after experiencing the not too good dream of standing he preferred to have someone to snuggle up next to, in that case he could perhaps sleep better.
"I know you have nightmares, baobei," Charles analyzed as if I was a psychologist, "You and I have lived together for a month and it was never until the next day that you dipped your pillow, and now you're suddenly shining in the middle of the night and turning the light on, you must be having nightmares, I've had this experience before, I know what to do to make you comfortable, that is to have someone with you and sleep with you."
Charles took a "You and me lived together for a month." Lu Tian Chen, who was silent next to him, frowned slightly at the look of "I know you very well", and compared to Charles, his knowledge of Tang Feng was simply minimal.
"I think Charles is right, Tang Feng, you have nightmares?" Lu Tian Chen's words show that he is not a transparent person, and in passing, he shows his vulnerable again." Ah...it's a bit of a shame to admit to having nightmares and not being able to sleep, Tang Feng sighed, "So to speak." Why wouldn't they guess that he was up in the middle of the night to go to the bathroom?
Although he doesn't have a habit of going to the bathroom in the middle of the night." All right then, it's getting late, let's go to bed." The first person to stand up was not Charles but Lu Tian Chen, and the man grabbed Tang Feng's hand in Charles' foxily gaze and led the man towards the bed.
It was only then that Charles reacted and hurriedly stood up and followed, showing an exaggeratedly unbelievable expression as he walked, "Hey hey hey, what are you guys doing? My dear old friend, you can go back to sleep now, I will take good care of Tang Feng."
I just had a nightmare and wasn't sick, there was no need to come and take care of me. Tang Feng let out a light breath, he was so tired from shooting these days that he already had no strength to even fight with these two guys.
"Treaty of Three, Charles.” As he walked to the bed, Lu Tian Chen directly dumped the somewhat sleepy Tang Feng on the bed, and the man collapsed onto the large, moderately bounced bed, then began to unclothe the obstructive quilt on his body.
Don't think about it too much, Tang Feng just doesn't like to sleep with a dress on.
Charles's mouth opened into an o-shape as he saw Lu Tian Chen helping Tang Feng out of his robe, and one of his hands went to the watery skin and unbridled man's chest." My dear Tang, you want Lu Tian Chen to sleep with you too?"
"Whatever." All he wants now is to buy precious time to sleep, and it doesn't matter who sleeps on his left or his right, the only thing that's certain is that if anyone dares to molest him, he'll unkindly kick the other person down the road, and it won't matter if he continues to have nightmares for the rest of the night without company.
"Tang, you're breaking my heart." As soon as he said that, Charles walked over and took off all the pajamas and pajamas on his body and laid down directly on Tang Feng's right side with his hands and feet wrapped around it.
"Oh...I'll have good dreams the rest of the night if I can break your heart." Smiling with his eyes closed, Tang Feng casually turned sideways and happened to be facing Lu Tian Chen, who moved towards the man so that Tang Feng was sleeping in his arms.
"Good dream." Lu Tian Chen laughed softly and kissed Tang Feng's forehead lightly in Charles' scrutinizing gaze before casually turning off the bedside lamp.
"No one is allowed to cross the line and one who do will be sent off." Even if he was sleepy, Tang Feng could still drop a sentence that made a certain two men not dare to move around.
If I left, Charles would definitely take off the last pair of small pants on Tang Feng. Lu Tian Chen glanced at Charles lightly.
If I leave, Lu Tian Chen the sullen one will definitely turn into a wolf and press Tang Feng until he can't get up tomorrow Charles smiled at Lu Tian Chen in the darkness and the latter smiled back equally.
Two friends who used to go to the same school together vaguely understood each other's meaning, to endure together, to walk together, so that no one will be left behind.
And another layer of doubt under their eyes: why did you suddenly become interested in Tang Feng? And why are you suddenly pestering a man who's with you?
Complex eyes touched in the darkness, emitting a flash of light like a shooting star, too many complex thoughts that only their own hearts understood.
Tang Feng, who was sandwiched in the middle, slept soundly, and in the second half of the night, the other two men fell into insomnia with each other's thoughts.
~ True Star ~
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