Chapter 43: When a Perpetrator thinks he is a Victim

Years of Intoxication 《一醉經年》 Yi Zui Jing Nian.    


Chapter 43: When a Perpetrator thinks he is a Victim


On this day, the empty headed Zhuang Jie Yu ran to find out He Gu.


Zhuang Jie Yu recently played a good TV drama role and it was all trending. Now his movements are very inconvenient.


As soon as he entered the house, Zhuang Jie Yu smashed his hat and sunglasses and shouted: "F*ck its freaking cold!"


He Gu held back a laugh: "It's so cold, yet you still wear such a thin windbreaker."


"Sculpt, it fits my shape." Zhuang Jie Yu flipped his hair in the mirror and then smiled and said to him, "Uncle He, missed me?"


"I can often see your face on TV."


"That is." Zhuang Jie Yu put his hands on his hips and said proudly, "I have finally gotten famous and I have made a lot of money recently."


"Congratulations. Sit down.... tea or coffee?"


"Coffee."


He Gu made a cup of coffee for him and handed the cup to him.


Zhuang Jie Yu gave him a smile and looked at him. "You look good now. Although you have lost a lot of weight you look more spiritual than before."


"Well, my work is too tiring. It may be a good thing to quit. I have been sleeping for eight hours every day."


"Good thing." Zhuang Jie Yu said with a smile, "Resigned from the work of the exhaustive nature and left that bloody scum, your life will start a new chapter."


He Gu cussed, but laughed.


"Uncle He." Zhuang Jie Yu patted his calf with his toes and licked his lips. "Since you are not worshipping with Uncle Song, won't you consider me."


He Gu patted his head, "Little kid."


"Don't tease me Uncle, my experience is much richer than you." Zhuang Jie Yu pushed his hand with dissatisfaction. "My technique is good. You really don't want to try it?"


"Do not want to."


"Liar, you have never topped, I don't believe you are not curious about it, I have topped, say Uncle He, men who do not use their stuff is that not a waste?"


He Gu didn't talk. In fact, he was very curious. Zhuang Jie Yu was right. He also felt that it was not a waste of his manliness. But he is not Song Ju Han and he does not want to have this kind of relationship with Zhuang Jie Yu.


Then Zhuang Jie Yu went around, he said, "I told you, I am not sick. Did that bastard Song say a lot of bad things about me? Please, I have a hard principle..... sleep with people who must be taller than me, loving and handsome, I am not able to sleep for the sake of the movie, but it is good to sleep with a handsome guy, how cool."


He Gu looked at him with a calm face: "What you choose to do is your own business, you don't need to explain it to me."


"Well, I think so too." Zhuang Jie Yu said indifferently, "Why do people want to shut me down, I am happy, so Uncle He." He smirked at He Gu neck. "Do it with me, the more I can't eat it, the more I want to try it, it's like you are standing in front of me and beckoning at me."


He Gu pulled his claws down: "You came to me .... For?."


"I wanted to see you."


"No kidding."


Zhuang Jie Yu looked up and down for something and said with a grin, "Hey, if you look at your recent state, I will strengthen you now. You wait, I will get you sooner or later."


He Gu nearly screamed


"You are laughing at me?" Zhuang Jie Yu was a little upset.


He Gu said: "Did you eat? I will let the hotel deliver food?"


"Okay."


He Gu made a phone call and when he turned around, he saw Zhuang Jie Yu looking at the mobile phone and laughing to it. "What are you looking at? Is it so funny."


"Ha ha ha ha." Zhuang Jie Yu said with gloating, "Just a friend said told me a gossip, the luxury brand endorsed by Song Ju Han canceled his contract and then sued him for damage to the brand moral image, they're claiming 5 million."


He Gu thought about Song Ju Han at this time, he is afraid that he would be like a thunder.


"More than that Song Ju Han advertisements were pulled down, the endorsements were stopped, there were concerts and various activities signed. Now it is estimated that there is a case in the coming weeks and his family will have to loose money and it will hurt." Jie Yu snorted, "Really what a live drama."


He Gu can't tell what the feeling is in his heart? Fortunately, the Song family has money, otherwise the light compensation can be lost.


"But Song Ju Han is also unlucky. He really didn't smoke. His case is very expensive. Don't say that stuff. You must have a big face. Song Ju Han will accompany them for a glass of wine. The entire Song media has been made miserable because of Han Sheng." Zhuang Jie Yu gave him a grin. "But I still think they should live through it. That old Song He is insidious and sinister. The famous wolf in the circle is really wicked to wash the white son's son he hired water army "


He Gu body stiffened. "What did you say?"


"You don't know? The insiders can see it at a glance. He went to look for the people of the water army company, they would send a half-truth post, then a bunch of people go crazy, build momentum, there is always a foolish story following, after that whats true and false its unclear, but now a bunch of people sympathize with Song Ju Han and feel that he was made gay by you. That was all Song He."


Although he had guessed it early, but to hear it from other people's mouths. He Gu still feel that his back had gone cold. In this case, he is so innocent and can be victimised by Song He. If he really copped the charges for Song Ju Han, Now he really doesn't know how much he would have been used. Would he still be able to sit quietly with friends for coffee?


Song He is really hateful and terrible man.


He Gu was silent for a moment, whispered: "Song Ju Han also knows of it?."


   Zhuang Jie Yu took a glance at He Gu flattened his mouth. "How could he not know, I say, everyone in the circle is fam with this plot, Song He is neither the first one nor the last one to use it."


He Gu was so cold for a moment, suddenly he smiled, it is no wonder that Song Ju Han has been so diligent sweet lately, it seems that he is really feeling a bit sorry to him. For Song Ju Han, his unseen little person was bullied by netizens for a few days and lost a salary meaning that he "cannot earn a few dollars" and what a big deal he made out of it.


Zhuang Jie Yu gave him a look : "You don't have to feel bad, anyway, you won't have any relationship with them in the future. You should know when you're be bitten by a dog. Anyway, you have money and leisure now. Resting is also very good."





"Well, I think so too." He Gu smiled, "Don't worry, I don't care about them anymore." Hearing that Zhuang Jie Yu said this, He Gu was not sad or angry, not even surprised.


How much disappointment..... he accumulate nothing but dust..


When Song Ju Han came in the evening, He Gu didn't say anything, but the words he spoke became even less.


Song Ju Han looked at his emotions too badly. Seeing He Gu talked less and ignored him more. He was even more uncomfortable. He spoke his voice with no anger: "What happened to you today?"


"Nothing, maybe reading a book left me tired."


"Reading books can make one tired." Song Ju Han finished the meal, went to the bathroom to wash his hands and looked down, he saw a Coke canister thrown in the trash can. He frowned and shouted, "He Gu?"


He Gu come over: "What's wrong?"


Song Ju Han pointed his finger at the trash can: "You never drink coke, who was here?"


He Gu said calmly: "Zhuang Jie Yu came in the afternoon."


Song Ju Han's eyes straightened: "Do you still contact him?!"


"I are am friends with him, why can't I contact him." He Gu said, "You can't interfere with my normal friends."


"Normal friends? Zhuang Jie Yu doesn't see you as one - how much confused are you? Don't you know what he wants from you?!"


"That is his private life, it doesn't matter to me." He Gu left the bathroom without going back and went to sit on the bed and picked up the book.


Song Ju Han chased him out and squinted his eyes: "You are deliberately making me angry."


"I am not so childish." He Gu calmly said, "I hope that you can learn to respect others people's friends, we are all adults, we each have our own life, I do not interfere with your work and communication and you should not interfere with mine."


"What do you want to really tell me huh!" Song Ju Han said with anger. "There are eight hundred people who want to educate me in the sky. Are you going to educate me?"


"I don't want to educate you, I just told you my attitude."


"Attitude? Are we not falling in love now, shouldn't your cold attitude be avoided?"


He Gu stopped and looked up at him and when he heard the words "falling in love" from Song Ju Han's mouth, it really made him feel a little touched.


But when he remembered what happened was because of Song Ju Han, it looked very unconvincing.


As to why his heart is soft, probably because the three words of "falling in love" were shocking to him, he thought: "Well, I will avoid him."


   Song Ju Han took a deep breath and calmed down the violent mood. Then he stumbled on the bed and put his head on He Gu thigh. He sighed: "I am so annoying every day, you can't be angry at me."


He Gu looked at Song Ju Han's grieved face, but he can't help but smile. How can someone like Song Ju Han use cruelty and attempt to do cruel things.


"I have a headache, message it for me." Song Ju Han grabbed his hand and put it on his head.


He Gu put down the book and gave him a a temple massage.


"You are the most comfortable, but you haven't massaged me for more than half a year."


   After all, the two people did start conflicts six months ago. It happened that Feng Zheng had returned to China. He did not think that Feng Zheng was the source of their contradictions. Feng Zheng was just a spark, detonating the explosives which have accumulated for many years.


Song Ju Han seems to have thought of the same thing. He closed his eyes and said in a gloomy manner, "If it was not Feng Zheng, we would be the same as before."


"Like the same as before?" The hand of the hand paused. "Do you enjoy the same things as before?"


Song Ju Han realized that this was not the right thing to say. He grabbed retracting hand and looked up at him. "I don't mean that, but you used to be much sweeter to me than now. You don't talk to me as much now."


He Gu quietly stared at him and didn't know what to say.


In fact, there was not much common topic between the two people. After all, the life circle and the backgrounds were too different. So Song Ju Han came to him just for making love. He Gu used to want to find a topic they can talk about, but now he doesn't want to. He was just lazy, too lazy to step on himself into the dust, just to please Song Ju Han.





He knows that he will love this person all his life, but he is not going to be with him. Just now he was enjoying the gentleness from Song Ju Han, he felt that there was no regret.


The family house was renovated and it was settled for a while and he moved back.


On the day of moving, he was busy from morning to night and sealed the contents of Song Ju Han belongings alone and then sent a text message to Xiao Song to let him take it.


After cleaning up, he took a shower, ate two large lunches and then moved to the bed.


He seems to have never eaten so much meals for a long time. It is a good thing to have an appetite to eat, even if he is tired.


Before going to bed, he habitually looked at the news, the headline pictures of the entertainment section, something very familiar caught his eye, He Gu stared at the title for two seconds: THE FIRST EXPOSURE AFTER THE HOMOSEXUALITY CASE---- SONG JU HAN LATE NIGHT SECRET OUTING WITH AN ACTRESS.


He Gu clicked on the picture and Song Ju Han had the cap on and walked with a woman with a stature.


   The report said that the woman is a newcomer to the Song media and Song Ju Han's friend, because the beauty had studied in the United States, her performance is remarkable, the popularity trending is comparable to a rocket, there is a rumor to the next movie and there is no limit to the future of repairing the gay scene.


The news also questioned the homosexual rumors on Song Ju Han.


He Gu laughed at the mockery and threw the phone aside


Although he was already tired, he still had insomnia that night.


Early the next morning, Xiao Song, who was originally scheduled to take the Song Ju Han thing, was replaced by Song Ju Han himself.


When he opened the door, He Gu groaned: "How come you are here so early?"


Song Ju Han said with a black face: "What do you mean by saying that Xiao Song should come and take my things away?"


"My family house is so small that I can't fit it all." He Gu said, "And you shouldn't think much about it."


"If you want a big house just say it... you said you can't live there, you have to live here, are you crazy?" Song Ju Han squeezed into the room, looked around, he frowned and said bluntly, "I really don't want to come here."


"The size of the house is irrelevant to me. As long as it can be used to shelter the wind and rain."


   Song Ju Han didn't talk to him for a minute or two. He Gu didn't care about it and went to the house to brush his teeth.


When he came out, he saw Song Ju Han sitting on his newly bought sofa and playing with his mobile phone looking bored.


He Gu said: "Did you eat?"


"No, I want to eat the mushroom porridge you made."


"There is no mushroom."


"The other porridge."


"Okay." He Gu turn into the kitchen.


   In a short while, Song Ju Han walked in and leaned against the wall looking at He Gu back. It was the thin waist apron and the long legs that were stretched out. How do you not see how sexy that is.... but the conservative gray wool sweater has added a few bans--the breath of desire scented the air and it seems that Song Ju Han's eyes were not right.


He Gu started cutting vegetables.


Song Ju Han got up and hugged him from behind. He said, "I want to eat your pants now."


He Gu was stiff. He remembered the news last night and suddenly felt uncomfortable and pushed Song Ju Han away.


Song Ju Han was somewhat disappointing and said carelessly: "Yes, did you see the news yesterday?"


"Saw."


"Saw?" Song Ju Han got to his side. "What news?"


"You dating the actress."


Song Ju Han smiled and said: "Are you jealous?"


He Gu looked at him, he did not say anything, he continued to bow down to cook.


Song Ju Han stared at him for two seconds: "What do you mean by that?"


"What do you think I mean?"


"What do you react to?"


"What should I react to?"


"You said no to letting me sleep with others."


He Gu put down the kitchen knife and stared at Song Ju Han's eyes: "Have you slept with her?"


"Of course no. It is a news gossip. The rumor that I am gay it's impact is not good."


"Okay." He Gu continued to cut vegetables. Song Ju Han knows that He Gu is not likely to get into a hysterical questioning, it does not mean anything.


   Song Ju Han felt just like the one that has been drowned. His tone was suddenly high: "Well, what's right?" You reacted to this? I also came to explain to you, you don't care at all!"


He Gu didn't look at him for a while: "You didn't sleep with her."


"I will promise you I won't do it, of course, but you haven't reacted its like you're a dead person. Even if just slept with her. Does it matter?" Song Ju Han's eyes were a little red, he doesn't know why He Gu has become like this, no, he doesn't know how He Gu has become like this. In the past, he also turned a blind eye to his affairs. He was still satisfied. He was young and had capital. He didn't play because of it. Anyway, He Gu was always there. He could hold his arms and would listen to his words.


But now He Gu is like a changeling he is getting less and less worried about Song Ju Han. How can he change the pattern of the relationship--love and romance, it is like playing the piano to a f*cking goat.


He really wants to start over with He Gu and everything he does is to make him feel moved and pampered. He feels that he can't live without this person. He has never been so good and so modest to whomever, but He Gu poured him bucket of cold water.


How did that happen?


1].... Its called waking up from intoxication


He Gu who usually put down the kitchen knife carefully, but this time he smacked it directly on the cutting board. He looked up at Song Ju Han: "You said you didn't, I believe you, so why are you angry?"


"You..." Song Ju Han was so mad that he couldn't speak.


"I know that your entertainment is very easy to played around with and many news shouldn't be believed, so I believe you, so what's the problem?"


"There is also a lot of news that is true. Aren't you worried about it at all?" Song Ju Han said that in the end, he was almost paralyzed.

"Really?" He Gu sarcastically said, "Also, there is really something true. For example, they said you have been entangled in homosexuality because of being near me  for many years, it is still a bit credible."

Song Ju Han looked at He Gu and the arrogance he had suddenly disappeared.

He Gu smiled: "What's wrong? Do you think I wouldn't know?"

Song Ju Han's eyes were a little dodgy and he quickly said: "That was what the company's public relations team came up with and it was necessary to divert public attention."

"Well, I understand." He Gu said faintly.

"My dad was mad at me. I really didn't dare to disobey him." Song Ju Han lowered his head and whispered, "Nobody remembered you anyway, this news is hot. Your work if if you cannot find a job... I will compensate you."

He Gu hand was hanging on the side of his body had become a fist.




It's fun, exactly the same as he thought.

Song Ju Han stroked his ear and took him into his arms. He said: "Things are in the past, don't be angry. Isn't it good now? You don't even go to work, let me pay for you isn't it good for me to take care of you?"

"You can rest assured." He Gu empty. "I certainly can't find a job."

He didn't expect that one day, he would be the one who wanted to end the relationship with Song Ju Han. When he stayed with Song Ju Han, most of his experience was painful and unbearable. 

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