Chapter 34: Answer About The Past

   Years of Intoxication 《一醉經年》 Yi Zui Jing Nian.  

  Chapter 34: Answer About The Past

 After asking that sentence, He Gu waited for a silence of four or five seconds. Then, he heard Feng Zheng taking a breath and he heard some sounds. The man was nearly sobbing: "You let me explain that first."

He Gu was so worried that he couldn't speak for a while.

Yes, how are you going to explain this one.

"I knew what kind of person Song Ju Han was. I didn't want you to be hurt, but you are so obsessed with him, so I couldn't say it. I thought that even if I don't say anything, you will soon find out for yourself and be separated from him, You really didn't. I didn't think that after more than six years, I will return to China and you two would still be together. You still like him so much. I regret that I couldn't tell you many times in the past, now..." Feng Zheng trembled. "Now I can't even say it."

He Gu didn't know if he should blame Feng Zheng, blame and not blame, what is the point? He took a deep breath and said: "I know."

"He Gu, I am sorry, I am really sorry, there isn't a day that I don't regret it. I should have told you that I should have told you maybe it would have been less painful." Feng Zheng's voice was full of guilt and sadness.

"You don't have to apologize, you are not obligated to tell me."

"He Gu... you are now separated, right? You forgot Song Ju Han, forget him, start living again."

He Gu looked at the front empty-eyed and said mechanically, "I used to think that Song Ju Han would not like anyone in this life, so it was okay if he didn't like me and of course, it seems that I was wrong at first."
 He didn't even feel it. To Feng Zheng's embarrassment, he knows that he has made himself like this.

"You are right, he won't like anyone and he doesn't even like me." Feng Zheng said, "We were very young at the time and we were very awkward to each other. The age in that we were ashamed to express interest in the opposite sex. Instead, I was curious about sex, so we had fun together. But we both know our characters when friends could talk about feelings, we couldn't let anyone know, In the end, it gave birth to resentment."

"I don't want to know about these."

"No, you listen to me, now that you have said it, let me finish it once... and let the lie completely die."

He Gu closed his eyes, clenched his fists and acquiesced.

Feng Zheng took a sigh of relief: "We are two worlds different. After we separated, we often met each other. We are too reluctant to face each other, but the mentality has changed. Whoever I was going out with, he will deliberately find ways to destroy that person, whatever he had? I wanted to fight for it. At that time, we were screaming at the heart and trying to frustrate the other side. Later he went abroad. After returning home, we were grown up... I thought he had grown up, but when I saw him looking at your eyes, I began to worry.

He Gu face showed a bitter smiled.

"I found out about your business, I went to look for him, we fought." Feng Zheng bite his teeth. "I asked him why he is such a jerk. He said that he just wanted to see, people who like me be stolen by him, he said you..." Feng Zheng was worried. "He said that you are just like this."

He Gu didn't know how he can listen to this, probably because the blood has been dried up and nothing can be lost.

From the perspective of Song Ju Han, He Gu was "just like this."

   The eyes are filled with adoration and eagerness at any time, because Song Ju Han can smile with a smile in one sentence and someone will do whatever he wants even without thinking about it. Even if he doesn't need to spend any effort, he will get someone with a few hooks. He was written on his face. Please come fu*k---Me."

Song Ju Han looked at him with a contemptuous attitude and how his heart ridiculed Feng Zheng's taste and his own charm. As long as he thought about it, he would feel cold.

He didn't take himself seriously, how could Song Ju Han take him seriously.

The whole thing was disgusting and even he himself looked down on himself.

Ten years of secret love, accompanied by six years given to such a person who teased and despised him. He Gu was simply sad and ridiculous.

This is a good drink, it is really intoxicating.

Feng Zheng persuaded: "He Gu, Song Ju Han is not a good thing, you are still young and now it is a good thing you saw him for what he is. You have to focus on your life from now on."

He Gu said "hmm"

Feng Zheng hesitated: "He Gu, you... can you forgive me?"

He Gu was silent for a long while, "You didn't do anything wrong, but I used to treat you as a friend, so, no."

He Gu hanged up the phone.




   He should have known that he should have known and he was finally forced to peel off the embarrassing relationship between himself and Song Ju Han, and let it dry under the sun, so that everyone could see his bloody heart. He could no longer find excuses for himself, find steps, cover up, paint and find reasons to forgive himself for more than six years.

Great, that's great.

Maybe you have to die so you can live.

He Gu went to the company the next day and as soon as he entered the office, everyone looked at him.

He Gu plain: "What's wrong, is my face that ugly to see."

The administrative elder sister was silent: "It's quite ugly, General He, the body is the capital of the revolution."

"Well, thank you, I will pay attention."

"Hey, He." The executive big sister wanted  to stop him.

Chen Shan desperately gave her a wink, but she did not see it then could not stand curiosity, "He Gu, recently Song Ju Han and the news on the fight, we looked at the photo, there is a man's side face and you seem to be like him."

There is no trace of flaws on He Gu face when he said: "Yes, how much alike."

The elder sister quickly took out the newspaper and glanced at it: "Well, it is a bit alike."

A colleague breathed a sigh of relief: "Chen sister, I said that it is impossible for that person to be He Ge how can he know Song Ju Han and Zhuang Jie Yu."

  Chen Shan sneaked a glimpse at He Gu, others may not know, but she saw Zhuang Jie Yu in He Gu house.

He Gu said with a blank expression: "Hurry and go back to work, next time you chat in office hours, I really will punish you."

Everyone had to shrunk back.

"Chen Shan, you come in." He went into the office.

Chen Shan then followed in, closed the door and lowered his voice and said, "He, are you all right?"

"I'm much better." He Gu opened the computer and glared at the display. "I haven't had a settled brain recently. You should report the main points of the project and the progress of these days to me again carefully."

"No, He, I mean..." Chen Shan said carefully, "You... Are okay?"

He Gu paused and looked at Chen Shan: "Yes, it was me who was fighting with Song Ju Han that day. Thank you for keeping a secret for me. You are a reliable colleague and friend."

Chen Shan nodded hard: "He, you can rest assured, I absolutely absolutely will keep a secret for you, although I don't know how you know each other, because what conflicts, but I believe that the total blame definitely lies with Song Ju Han. It's not that I am biased. People in the entertainment industry, there are certainly not many good people in it. He has been rumoring in a lot of scandals, but fortunately, your relationship with Zhuang Jie Yu has not been affected."

He Gu was too lazy to explain: "Well, this matter has nothing to do with my work. You will not discuss it in the future."

"Yes, sure."

Chen Shan reported on what happened during these days when He Gu was absent. He Gu listened and remembered. For the first time, he knew that the bad mood would affect IQ and he would not know the state of this embarrassment.

Chen Shan went out after reporting, He Gu  went to study the information seriously, but he was distracted.

Suddenly, his cell phone rang and he took it and looked at it.

He expected that Gu Qing Pei must have read the news. The photo is vague, but people who are familiar with him will have doubts. Besides, Gu Qing Pei knows his relationship with Song Ju Han. He wants to avoid it, but he finally answered the phone: "Hey, Gu."

"He Gu, are you okay?"

"I'm fine." He Gu, in order to avoid unnecessary nonsense, he just bluntly said, "I have separated from Song Ju Han."

Gu Qing Pei sighed with a sigh of relief. "Is it because of Zhuang Jie Yu?"

"……Yeah."

"What about Feng Zheng?"

He Gu know what to said: "How do you know Feng Zheng?"

"I told you.... Yuan Yang."

"Yuan Yang?"

"[Cough], he is my assistant and driver now."

1]........ Ha we have read Beloved Enemy so yeah Hips Don't Lie

"Ooh." He Gu suddenly thought of it, when the video call with Gu Qing Pei was interrupted on that day, the "driver" voice who suddenly came in would not be Yuan Yang voice. What happened to these two people? It seems that the relationship between the water and the fire is now reconciled.




When Gu Qing Pei saw He Gu didn't want to say moreabout it, he didn't ask, he just said: "He Gu, if you need to talk to someone, I am always there."

"After a while, I may want to... I have to finish my work at hand and take a long vacation."

"Well, you really need a long vacation. If you need any help, just tell me." Gu Qing Pei paused. "He Gu, I know that you are very uncomfortable, but you believe me, one day you will look back and you will find this is a good thing, leaving a wrong person, correcting the wrong road, when is not too late."

He Gu sighed: "Thank you."

Hanging up the phone, He Gu take a long time to re-focus on the work, he needs work so that he no longer thinks about Song Ju Han.

When he returned home in the evening, he found that Zhuang Jie Yu and Xiao Song were waiting at the door of his house. The atmosphere between the two was not quite right and each of them was arrogant.

He Gu frowned: "What are you doing here?"

"Of course it is to take care of you." Zhuang Jie Yu said of course.

Xiao Song said: "He Gu, my brother, let me see you, I am afraid..."

"Xiao Song." He Gu interrupted him. "I know what you are doing, but I don't want to hear it. Go back."

"Brother, no..." Xiao Song was crying and sulking.

"I really don't want to hear, no matter what you want to say."

Zhuang Jie Yu told him: "Hey! I don't want to hear it too. He is not in good health. Can you not bother him?"

Xiao Song said indignantly: "The matter between the Brother Gu and Brother Han is none of your business why are you mixing your face in it?"

"Hey, why are you mixing in it for?"

Xiao Song was so angry that he said in anxiously: "He Gu, brother, you may not believe it, but I really don't want to persuade you to reconcile with Brother Han. I really worry about you. I want to see how you are... Brother Han. These days his state is also very bad. It's all bad everywhere, I caused you two to meet you that day, I'm particularly uncomfortable..."

"It doesn't matter to you." He Gu opened the door and didn't look at him. "Go back." He said that he would close the door after he leaves.

Xiao Song hurriedly shouted: "Brother He Gu! You believe me, Brother Han cares about you, Brother Han cares about you, but even if you are not good with Brother Han, you are my brother, I will go now!"

He Gu heart was hurting He didn't talk. He just wanted to quickly isolate everything related to Song Ju Han from the door and be out of sight.

"Hey." Zhuang Jie Yu used the foot to press the door, but he drilled in and then gave Xiao Song a demonstration of the eye knife chop and slammed the door in front of him.

He Gu put down the briefcase and watched Zhuang Jie Yu give him a glance: "Do you want to stay at my house all the time? You have nothing else to do."

"Is it not good, I am so cute, so humorous, how happy you should be that I'm here." Zhuang Jie Yu said with a smile, hoping to use his own happy emotions to infect He Gu, He Gu corpse is like a normal look but now, it is really heart-wrenching.

"Is your brokerage company not bothering you?" He Gu took off his coat and say.

Zhuang Jie Yu gave him a sly look and his eyes were a little bleak. "Love it, they are too lazy to manage it. Anyway, because of this, I have become famous. If Song He and his son are not paying attention to it, the company will take the opportunity to hold me. If I'm , you will hide me." He shrugged. "I want to push from his hold and I won't starve, I want to take a step and see what happens."

"Well, you have more time to learn something, you can't eat by your face for a lifetime."

"I hate studying, my brain is not good, my nutrition is dependance on my face." Zhuang Jie Yu shook his arm and shouted, "Uncle He, can you me how to learn."

He Gu said: "You go to college for that."

Zhuang Jie Yu felt like he saw the ghost: "I won't go."

"Then you can do something worth while."

"I... I still can model at a Taobao store."

He Gu shook his head

"I will cook for you!" Zhuang Jie Yu pulled up his sleeves. "Let's go and I will let you see how much I am of a cook I am."

He Gu changed his clothes and sat on the sofa to rest, in fact, his body is not tired, but the brain is groggy, he has no spirit.




He picked up the remote control, turned on the TV, wanted to see the news, did not expect the TV to start in the last entertainment channel he watched, a little gossip news opening was about Song Ju Han in the hotel suspected of fighting because of jealousy love affair, it seems that this thing spread too fast, Song He also has limited hands and feet and cannot control all things in all aspects.

He stared at the picture of Song Ju Han on the TV numbly and looked at it for a long while, then silently changed the channel.

It is almost impossible to erase the traces of that person from his life, because he is everywhere.

He hates not being able to remove memories.

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